♥ Wednesday, February 10, 2010
8:36 PM
This post I suppose will be a long ranting post I guess.
Having some kind of a bad mood that made my day crazy with happiness plus sadness as well.
Morning spoilt by my unreasonable mum just because of a silly mistake made by my sister.
And that actually dragged me into the irritating situation.
I could say that by going out is a very good choice to release angryness. But once back onto the armchair in front of the study table, the feeling just came by and never leave.
Got some serious thinking session on how to improve current situation but actually influence me to read F's blog. I realised things for everyone has changed. People in love used to be childish from the start. But when it comes to one big problem, fighting and quarrelling just comes to our mind.
When people in love hold their hands and walk down the long future path together, childish-ness get out of their life, but seriousness enters. Somehow miss those kiddy days together. But I get it back. I have lost it. For some reasons, I feel this is bad enough but for the other reasons, I guess its time to get to seriousness. I want to have a life of my own. Because I have been living in the shadow of someone who I hated so much sometimes.
I wish to get out of that cold shadow soon. May god bless me.
