♥ Wednesday, February 10, 2010
8:36 PM
This post I suppose will be a long ranting post I guess.
Having some kind of a bad mood that made my day crazy with happiness plus sadness as well.
Morning spoilt by my unreasonable mum just because of a silly mistake made by my sister.
And that actually dragged me into the irritating situation.
I could say that by going out is a very good choice to release angryness. But once back onto the armchair in front of the study table, the feeling just came by and never leave.
Got some serious thinking session on how to improve current situation but actually influence me to read F's blog. I realised things for everyone has changed. People in love used to be childish from the start. But when it comes to one big problem, fighting and quarrelling just comes to our mind.
When people in love hold their hands and walk down the long future path together, childish-ness get out of their life, but seriousness enters. Somehow miss those kiddy days together. But I get it back. I have lost it. For some reasons, I feel this is bad enough but for the other reasons, I guess its time to get to seriousness. I want to have a life of my own. Because I have been living in the shadow of someone who I hated so much sometimes.
I wish to get out of that cold shadow soon. May god bless me.
♥ Sunday, February 7, 2010
9:52 AM
Jan 16 was my latest post. Didn't get to blog that often because of some busy schedule due to MP and previously SIP. I suppose now should be a better time to say that I am somehow not in a very good mood to do the best MP i can do. BECAUSE MY MOTIVATION CANNOT BE FOUND~~!!!!
Vowed to do good for my MP but think now its slightly impossible unless my motivation has found me or rather I find it.
Apart from all the nonsense I have been going through for my school work, I still manage to find enjoyment. I could say that the "enjoyment" I have gotten has always been by my side. And the "enjoyment" has been by my side for 20 months plus!!:D And here we go, hand in hand doing so many things I haven't done before, same apply for my "enjoyment". Wish and hope that this wonderful piece of "enjoyment" can accompany me until the end of my life(:
Hard to say that things will go through the way I want but at the very least, I have always try my best to keep things in the best condition effortlessly. Anyway Chinese New Year 2010 is coming. I shouldn't say that I am looking for it, but I should say that I am looking forward for my "enjoyment" to come for house visit. And we can have steamboat together. Thinking about it, it is pretty cool.
Even before the actual day comes, we actually went to queue up for the Lim Chee Guan Bak Kua for 3 hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We queue up on behalf of his sister though. So hot!!! So thirsty!!! So tired!!! So hungry!!! After that we went to have our lunch at this porridge shop. The fish porridge which I had ordered have so much fish bones! Somehow got pissed eating it, haha! But still, I have managed to get it wipe out before we head to shop around Chinatown streets. Bought Yogurt jelly but we got cheated. Should say we are blur lol. That China guy said 1 jelly for 100g. 100g for $1.50. So he got us 5. So should be $7.50! And worse still, he said give us 100g free. So means we are supposed to pay $6! But we paid $9. Damn it! No wonder I suddenly feel so expensive, but because of the hot weather, I just want to get out of the crowd fast. I think Mates still dunno about it yet that he had got cheated. Haha!
Shall stop here for today. Bathe and out to town later(= Ciaoz!!
