♥ Tuesday, October 27, 2009
10:58 AM
Suddenly I feel like flying like a bird. Fly around to places I want to go. Only I can see what is on the land when I am flying! See? This is a very cool feeling, no?
Today just so happen to have time to view some of my friends' profile. And I was shocked that many whom I knew, but not close ones had changed a lot. Perhaps life after secondary school had been a great influence to all of us. I can say that some of them did not do as well as I thought while some really shocked me. They did much better as I thought. Me myself I think I did not change much. The route I have taken is roughly the same. But what I really hate about being who I am now and what kind of life I am leading is that I cant really have time for my own leisure and whatever I want to do. This is like me leading a blind life. I hope to get my life back.
Something I realise last night is that working in the office made me feel that I am all alone. As in there are rooms for communications, but I just slowly learn how not to talk to ppl. This is the worse part of me now. Ya, I agree with ----- that perhaps is not others. But it just me that is having the problem and obstacles. I cant blame nor complain. This is what I have learnt from my current life that I should adapt myself to such a environment. I feel sorry for myself.
