♥ Friday, October 23, 2009
12:23 PM
Soon to be it will be the end of oct, and then comes the november. Then will be the end of my internship. Think back, its a rather fast process. I have learnt a lot a lot of things even though I have completed it. But I can sense that my energy level is running low. Headaches bombing in my brains every evening after work. Phlegms in my body giving me tons of probs. I want to feel light-hearted as I first come into this company. But its just so hard to resume back to the old me.I have grown up more and more. Eye bags getting bigger and bigger. Dark rings getting darker and darker. I guess all these become-uglier process will happen in our life as we grow up. I have yet to really look that terrible yet, but i guess its just a matter of time only(=I start to miss school days where I can really slack with friends during lessons. Playing facebook games during lessons..oppspp!!!!! :p And even not catching up with lessons, and trying to catch up. Though they are frustrating, but they are not the stressful period as compare as working world is.Previously I have work in high end sales line before. Now I am working in a Retail management. There is a very much big differences in terms of the job scope wise. But definitely the similar points the two have is that they have their own stress I have to handle. For sales, hitting the daily target is the stressful period, for retail management, doing up quality work in the fastest time is the stressful period. I have really learnt a lot, both from my dad's company and this current company. I learnt how to drive forklift also. LOL..its easy to handle. After the first try, I got it already. So I start lifting up woods and stuff and put them back in place using forklift.Now that my life is kind of rather fulfilling, I hope I have ample time for my own leisure. I want to spend time for my baby, just like how we used to be when schooling. But those times back there have become our history. No way we can go back to those time again. So I guess what I love to do is to just think back about those times again and again like a replaying movie in my brain. I miss those days. Can the clock turns back? Back to those time? I miss my friends too. Having to eat lunch with them after lessons. And even sneak out for a snack in between lessons. Or even skip lectures. Those days will never be back.
