Suddenly I feel like flying like a bird. Fly around to places I want to go. Only I can see what is on the land when I am flying! See? This is a very cool feeling, no?

Today just so happen to have time to view some of my friends' profile. And I was shocked that many whom I knew, but not close ones had changed a lot. Perhaps life after secondary school had been a great influence to all of us. I can say that some of them did not do as well as I thought while some really shocked me. They did much better as I thought. Me myself I think I did not change much. The route I have taken is roughly the same. But what I really hate about being who I am now and what kind of life I am leading is that I cant really have time for my own leisure and whatever I want to do. This is like me leading a blind life. I hope to get my life back.

Something I realise last night is that working in the office made me feel that I am all alone. As in there are rooms for communications, but I just slowly learn how not to talk to ppl. This is the worse part of me now. Ya, I agree with ----- that perhaps is not others. But it just me that is having the problem and obstacles. I cant blame nor complain. This is what I have learnt from my current life that I should adapt myself to such a environment. I feel sorry for myself.

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Soon to be it will be the end of oct, and then comes the november. Then will be the end of my internship. Think back, its a rather fast process. I have learnt a lot a lot of things even though I have completed it. But I can sense that my energy level is running low. Headaches bombing in my brains every evening after work. Phlegms in my body giving me tons of probs. I want to feel light-hearted as I first come into this company. But its just so hard to resume back to the old me.

I have grown up more and more. Eye bags getting bigger and bigger. Dark rings getting darker and darker. I guess all these become-uglier process will happen in our life as we grow up. I have yet to really look that terrible yet, but i guess its just a matter of time only(=

I start to miss school days where I can really slack with friends during lessons. Playing facebook games during lessons..oppspp!!!!! :p And even not catching up with lessons, and trying to catch up. Though they are frustrating, but they are not the stressful period as compare as working world is.

Previously I have work in high end sales line before. Now I am working in a Retail management. There is a very much big differences in terms of the job scope wise. But definitely the similar points the two have is that they have their own stress I have to handle. For sales, hitting the daily target is the stressful period, for retail management, doing up quality work in the fastest time is the stressful period. I have really learnt a lot, both from my dad's company and this current company. I learnt how to drive forklift also. LOL..its easy to handle. After the first try, I got it already. So I start lifting up woods and stuff and put them back in place using forklift.

Now that my life is kind of rather fulfilling, I hope I have ample time for my own leisure. I want to spend time for my baby, just like how we used to be when schooling. But those times back there have become our history. No way we can go back to those time again. So I guess what I love to do is to just think back about those times again and again like a replaying movie in my brain. I miss those days. Can the clock turns back? Back to those time? I miss my friends too. Having to eat lunch with them after lessons. And even sneak out for a snack in between lessons. Or even skip lectures. Those days will never be back.

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Motto of the day: I wish to have quiet moments for myself.

I DYE MY HAIR into REDISH BROWN!!!!!!
Not very obvious under the normal light.
But super obvious under the sun......
I love it!!!!!!

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Was watching this korean movie with pris and evan.
Then so happen that this thought just pass by me.
We have been seeing so many pass away everyday, be it natural disasters, sickness or natural death.
Around me, I have personally encounter my own family member just pass away
like that on a Chinese New Year Eve. Life is very unexpected. Similarly, my parent's friend,
also just pass away at home like tt without anyone noticing after one week cos he stay alone.
See the natural disasters in manila and many other countries? So many ppl were passed away
just like tt.

The movie we watched ytd, was about tsunami in korea, very upsetting and scary.
To everyone in that situation, anytime they will be gone in this world.
There is this particular scene whereby I have deep feeling about it:
This 2 life savers went on helicopter to save any people still on the sea.
And so happen that this 2 victims(1 female 1 male) he had previously met before.
The female victim and the life guard love each other.
But because of the male victim, who is a gangster kind, love this girl and violently said that they were engaged, which left this life guard to be heartbroken.

But at this point of time where any point of time the life guard who actually go down and save this girl first, will lose his life too.
Fortunately, nth happen. The girl was saved.
The life guard went down to save the guy, but when the saving belt is about to reach the helicopter, the guy struggle and drop down into the sea again.
This is abit kind of comedy but I promised I was swearing how childish the guy was.
So once again the life guard went down to save him.
Luckily everything was smooth, until when the saving belt was about to reach the helicopter,
the belt was damaged cos of the weight. It cant carry 2 person up.
As the tsunami wave is getting stronger, there is no way anybody down there can survive.
But the life guard give his life up by letting himself down into the sea just to save the male victim.
The female victim whom they deeply in love, was shouting pleading him not to do tt.
As promised previously, the female victim like the life saver's watch a lot. So before he went down, he took out the watch and ask the male victim to pass it to her when he go up.

Very touching!!!! So there goes the life guard down the wave. And the wave ate him up.

Under such circumstances, if i were the girl I will hug him and jump down tgt wearing his watch.
I cant bear to see the guy just die in front of me. I will feel the pain forever. So I might as well die with him. At least we die tgt. (= Not a childish thought, but when time comes, everyday can be the last day.

Do anybody ever thinks if today can be your last day? What will you want to do. It seems that this qns has been reflecting back to me several time, I have lots of things I have not start doing. I want to do but I do not have the courage to do. That the point. I really hope one day not long after today, I will find my courage to do the things I want to do.

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Yesterday partyssss the whole day.
Not going to club party but birthday parties(=
Tho I am not very close with them,
but over here I shall wish them a Happy Birthday to Mates's Supervisor, Rozi and baby(=
As well as Mates's friend Christine(=

All three of them share the same happiness with us.
I did not take a lot of picture because I feel weird taking pictures at not-close ppl hse.
Luckily throughout the 2 parties, baby has been a good host..

In the morning went to visit my bears and had our heavy breakfast.
I dunno I should say is lunch or breakfast.
We had sliced potatoes with one omelete with cubed potato, some fish nuggets too
Then we slack until pretty late until 3pm for his supervisor's home.
The mee soto his supervisor made was indeed a good one.
Nice lor...the curry puff are nice too(=

Was meant to go there see the baby but in the end we end up seeing the food more than the people there.hahah!
Anyway me and mates did take a picture with baby.
Will post up once recieved it.
The baby dun wan me carry)=
But mates play with her with his hand and she enjoy it(=

We end our part of the day by singing the baby and her mum a birthday song.
Then had a piece of birthday cake then we head to roxy to have mates's hair cut.
Poor brennan have to sit at mates's home first while waiting for us to head home.
For me I had a bathe before changing into the shirt.
Lucky it turns out ok.

Here we reach Christine's birthday party at her condo.
Was shocked to see how ppl dressed up.
Got 2 girls really dressed up like invisible and incredible.
Really the red and black tight suit.
And some dress up as mario....the red and the green.
As for me normal dressing, same apply to mates and brennan as well as their one girl friend who bring her bf too, sat with us. ( I din ask for name:p)
So 5 of us chatted tho I din know most of them well.
Photos have been taken but I would like to ask them to send to me.hahha!
Will do so soon.
We kinda end our day quite in a simple manner.
Then I head home for a rest.
Enjoy EnjOY ENJOY~~!!!! (= (= (=

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Went out to have fun on a wonderful day.
Started my day by reaching dear's hse as usual(=
Then start meddling with my work issue first before dear prepare a damn rich protein meal for breakfast for both of us.
Slack at his home for a few hours before we went out for bugis to shop for clothes.
But too bad, dun have anymore.
So we gave up on looking for tt clothes anymore.
And we went shopping around bugis around and end ourselves at illuma doing window shopping.
But I dunno y, I had fun walking around looking at nth from the shop with him.muahaha!

Had yogurt ice cream for our lunch.
Then we made our way to raffles city to see got wat other things to eat.
but dun have lehh...
so we bought ice coffee from gloria jeans.
And I still hungry lor!!!
to solve this minor prob, we bought some finger food to eat.

Walk to a bus stop where we can take bus to changi airport for dinner.
And we had popoye!!!!!!!!
And we sat wrong place. Cos the girl sitting beside us, keep making the nose sound.
GROSS!!!
Then the guy sitting directly in front of me keep making the sound to make fun somemore..
eeeeee~~~~~hahahah
Had fun with a fulfilling dinner like this then we head to viewing hall to see the planes.
We sat there for hours enjoying the outside scenaries.
Then we walk to buy mooncakes.
Thank you dear for the mooncake and the accompany(=

And this is how we start and end our day. Love Love(=

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Me?Adeline!Tp IT student..
& yupz 25/7/90 is my first cry(=
Love SweetHeart Cries U&miie

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