♥ Monday, August 24, 2009
9:29 PM
Yeah! Finally banner is out..but when more things are done, the more white hairs can be visible..omg..Can i say that I am actualy the best friend of Stress now? Or can I say I am not thinking for all these years until when I start working :/
Ok..abit scary to say that I am not thinking until recently..lol..seriously man..came back from OT tonight really make me shrug away all my energy from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet. I can say its not easy to make things work. Especially for an organisation like this. What I can do now is to shoot arrow to ask people to take charge..but it seems that I am bad at that. Maybe because I hadnt have the habit of doing so..I always feel very bad asking ppl to do things. After all, in that company, I am the smallest fly. How can a small fly instruct bigger flies to do things..right right right????
To make things more sensible, I am seriously not experience in being a big head for event. But the only thing I am good at is endurance and patience..so I shall be the one endure to the last and make sure things go well for that event. Though there might be surprises that I may not be able to handle, but I hope this will be the one of greatest opportunity for me to be who I hope to be in future(=
Stress as I know has exchanged away happiness but invites in tears and weariness. Thus at times, I feel I am having depression. I know wasnt tt serious. But yeah..just have to learn how to relax(= Come back to me HAPPINESS!!!!! I yearn for you!!!
Anyway happy 20th birthday to Sam!!!! Unfortunately cant celebrate with you guys..but as promise I will be jalan jalan with you one of the nights(=
