♥ Wednesday, August 5, 2009
8:23 PM
Tired plus sian..because of work, because of little time for my own personal life. Because of a lot of things tooo happening in my life now, it seems that i start to lose part of my life just to work, just for the sake f producing work. Time is chasing up, of cos when i thought I have done a lot of things, it seems that, things do not appear to be that amount as I want. So ya...running one big round, I am still disappointed with my own performance tho I have put in a lot of effort.
Tonight will be the night I truly spend it to think of my own personal life. Looking at my dairy, I can see that its all occupied with work and meetings and datelines. Compare to the previous month when i am still schooling in school, its really different. Last time the lists were almost bout recreation, now almost are bout serious work matter. I see why someone call me a workholic, but I never blame him, in fact I always feel sorry for him in case he dunno. Even though I mentioned that I did spend a little time in between my work during working hour to think of personal issue, but seriously, those thinking dun last for a pretty 5 min. Too tired that I want to save every 1 second to close my eyes and rest. The working industry is travelling in a damn fast speed. A speed that I nv imagine. To get a credit from boss that I manage to always do well in my timeliness is not easy. Firstly, because the workload is uniquely heavy, and of cos there are many obstacles which slows me down. But even then, I still run against the time to catch things up.
Be it work or personal life, I guess what i need is sleep..AMPLE sleep to deliver a better piece of work. With this I guess I will end here. Reason behind: I NEED TO SLEEP..and yeshhh, 9:05pm its early..i know, but really sleepy so yeah..nitez guys(=
