♥ Saturday, August 22, 2009
8:37 PM
Early in the morning wake up to prepare to go supermarketing with my dearest loser..haha!
Went to buy lagsana food ingredients cos he wanted to prepare lagsana for lunch(=
The process was prety humorous with scoldings from his sister haha!
And I realise he has lousy cutting skills!!!!!hahahahhahahahahhahaha
But whatever it is, first time make lagsana is a good try cos really taste good...Just that if the shape is nice, it will be perfect(=
Good life today.but moody when the time is running out and I have to get home. Somehow feel sad and dun feel like talking much, just want to keep quiet and keep things in memories instead of grumbling and complaining..things in life wasnt as much as expected as I thought initially. Well? Like what boss said, stress has to be a good and even best friend of mine in order to make life easier and process work we are doing happily. I have been feeling damn stress up not because of the attachment company I am in, but most from my family. Whenever I reach home, there is always a kind of stress I want to avoid very much. Home is for rest and relaxing. Yet to me, Home is still doing work and still work. I have to deal with my dad's company work which made me a very angry person with no more patient anymore. I feel very stressful..I even hate to pick up phone calls and reply sms-es. Reason: I dun want to have my dad or mum calling to ask me bout my dad's company issues. I dun want to answer their stupid questions which they can approach their secretary or office girl when they use money to pay them. Y NOT ASK THEM?????????
SEE? Up till now, I stil dun see a point of hiring them if this kind of company issues keep coming to me for no reason. I am NOT paid a single cent to do that. So I seriously dun find a purpose to answer their answers with patient.
Working isnt easy. The only thing I can find happiness and relaxation from is when with my dear..I really want to be by his side. Despite how busy I am, I still hope at the end of the day, I could still have him by my side. But I know this is impossible.. we are not staying tgt..so yeah..I trying to accept the fact that I am just feelin tired and need rest, but if this is going to go on and on, I can just go bersek without anyone know what is the reason behind...even my family has been giving me problems to solve. Who else can I turn to now.
