NorthLight finally has come to an end. As a project manager for this project, I am proud that we have managed to capture the many moments of the students' smile and happiness as well as passionate towards a half day event like this. Even though the time is short, but from the feedback given, all of them love the event totally!! I am very proud to have this event as my first major social project as attachment. Below are the news published for the event(=

"I am pleased to enclose positive coverage on the training workshop held at the Shell Retail Academy last Friday. The news has been carried by straitstimes.com as breaking news on Friday night
(http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking+News/Singapore/Story/STIStory_422628.html), and includes a link to watch a pretty long video of the event on RazorTV (http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/news/local/35304.html).
Our key message that Shell is providing this real-life learning to students was mentioned in the 1 min 28 secs video, which has been viewed slightly over 160 times since Friday.
The event will also be covered by The Straits Times journalist, Malani Nathan in IN, a Straits Times supplement that is delivered to all secondary schools. Malani has said the article is slated for the 14th September issue. I will keep you posted if and when the article gets published."

We have a few stations for students, lets start from the forecourt..
Students get to do the windscreen, pump petrol and tire shine as well. We have coned up the area and parked a car there for them to try on. Every group will get to try. With that, I guess the car parked over at the pump island has the shinest car tires...hahahh!

Captions: As part of the mini amazing race, students are asked to clean the wind screen.
Like the above student, she is actually cleaning the car's windscreen with guidance from our checkpoint IC.

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Has been rather busy these few days for the event. But what i can say its I feel much more relax compare to last week while preparing for the event. Reason behind, I do not want any last min work coming in at the last min. So I keep rushing things to keep things up 2 weeks before the event starts. I mean this has always been my practice for every project and work I have recieved. I want to do it earlier than the dateline given. I cant work in a mind with last min atmosphere flying in my room and my mind. Now that I feel much more better, I just hope that the event tmr will be a good and successful one. On top of that, I would want everyone to enjoy the program I have put up for all of them as a staff or students.

I miss after school days...

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Yeah! Finally banner is out..but when more things are done, the more white hairs can be visible..omg..Can i say that I am actualy the best friend of Stress now? Or can I say I am not thinking for all these years until when I start working :/

Ok..abit scary to say that I am not thinking until recently..lol..seriously man..came back from OT tonight really make me shrug away all my energy from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet. I can say its not easy to make things work. Especially for an organisation like this. What I can do now is to shoot arrow to ask people to take charge..but it seems that I am bad at that. Maybe because I hadnt have the habit of doing so..I always feel very bad asking ppl to do things. After all, in that company, I am the smallest fly. How can a small fly instruct bigger flies to do things..right right right????

To make things more sensible, I am seriously not experience in being a big head for event. But the only thing I am good at is endurance and patience..so I shall be the one endure to the last and make sure things go well for that event. Though there might be surprises that I may not be able to handle, but I hope this will be the one of greatest opportunity for me to be who I hope to be in future(=

Stress as I know has exchanged away happiness but invites in tears and weariness. Thus at times, I feel I am having depression. I know wasnt tt serious. But yeah..just have to learn how to relax(= Come back to me HAPPINESS!!!!! I yearn for you!!!

Anyway happy 20th birthday to Sam!!!! Unfortunately cant celebrate with you guys..but as promise I will be jalan jalan with you one of the nights(=

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Early in the morning wake up to prepare to go supermarketing with my dearest loser..haha!
Went to buy lagsana food ingredients cos he wanted to prepare lagsana for lunch(=
The process was prety humorous with scoldings from his sister haha!
And I realise he has lousy cutting skills!!!!!hahahahhahahahahhahaha

But whatever it is, first time make lagsana is a good try cos really taste good...Just that if the shape is nice, it will be perfect(=

Good life today.but moody when the time is running out and I have to get home. Somehow feel sad and dun feel like talking much, just want to keep quiet and keep things in memories instead of grumbling and complaining..things in life wasnt as much as expected as I thought initially. Well? Like what boss said, stress has to be a good and even best friend of mine in order to make life easier and process work we are doing happily. I have been feeling damn stress up not because of the attachment company I am in, but most from my family. Whenever I reach home, there is always a kind of stress I want to avoid very much. Home is for rest and relaxing. Yet to me, Home is still doing work and still work. I have to deal with my dad's company work which made me a very angry person with no more patient anymore. I feel very stressful..I even hate to pick up phone calls and reply sms-es. Reason: I dun want to have my dad or mum calling to ask me bout my dad's company issues. I dun want to answer their stupid questions which they can approach their secretary or office girl when they use money to pay them. Y NOT ASK THEM?????????
SEE? Up till now, I stil dun see a point of hiring them if this kind of company issues keep coming to me for no reason. I am NOT paid a single cent to do that. So I seriously dun find a purpose to answer their answers with patient.

Working isnt easy. The only thing I can find happiness and relaxation from is when with my dear..I really want to be by his side. Despite how busy I am, I still hope at the end of the day, I could still have him by my side. But I know this is impossible.. we are not staying tgt..so yeah..I trying to accept the fact that I am just feelin tired and need rest, but if this is going to go on and on, I can just go bersek without anyone know what is the reason behind...even my family has been giving me problems to solve. Who else can I turn to now.

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Waiting for 7th month dinner opp company. Afternoon went to pray.

Tiring week I can say. I need to find time to have a break but definitely without kit kat..lol
I seirously had the courage to go weigh myself but hard mann...as long as I can maintain should be happy already.hahah! Anyway I start to drink and had a real bad hangover tt particular night when going to sleep. I just pretty well feel like sitting up to sleep. Feel like drinking more to make myself vomit all out, or if not I shouldnt drink so much..haha! But anyway what has done has been done..i cant help too..haha! But whatever it is, I still love the event night. Interesting night(=

Love plus hate, whatever it is, get over and done with is always what I am asked to do to solve the problems..I hate the Adeline I am now..cos I realise I have lesser time for myself, and for people around me. I become kinda too blinded by work until I start to stop communicating talking to colleagues around me about joke joke stuff..so yeah...sometimes its just that I need time for myself..yupz(=

EMO-.-

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Throw my blog away for 7 days.
Not because I really forget about it, but I am really busy with so many things.
Many many..like my own attachment work given,
my dad's company, and even my own personal life.
I need time for so many things, just a day rest out with my own activity is so hard already.
What more to say a time for relaxing.

What I can say its, I really miss the time with dear, anywhere and what we do, is always the only time i can relax myself and stop thinking about work. Of cos with my friends, we do relax too but of cos not as relaxing as with my sweetheart lor...ahah!Mushy rite..haha..anyway yeah, upcoming wed there is a major program coming out, as well as on a friday night and the following friday too. September will be F1..so expected that things will get some sort of messy with so many major things on my fingertips..haiz..when can i really take a break from all these stress which have been friends of mine recently.

Coming sat, I will have some event going on which I really look forward to(= Working life is really not easy, but I am always happy to land myself in my current company with good colleagues who really care bout me, and have fun and not just pure working. All these make me look forward for a brand new day.(=

Lastly, Happy birthday to jie wei..happy birthday(= treasure the mini surprise party cos i dun even have one..and i am jealous of you!!!))=

ok ok..anyway will stop here for today..i will promise to come back to update my blog with more interesting juicy news(= buai buai!!

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Hii all!Happy National Day!!!
Pretty much a belated national day..haha!
I wake up at 6 plus today..cos i smell serious burnt smell~!!!!
and somemore was raining having thunderstorm..
suppose to go hiking with dear and his 2 friends,
but I actually totally neglected the hazy weather these few days..
so yeah..forget it man...
and see today?
its raining and hazy~~!!! So i guess macrichite reservoir now is empty~~!!!with no visitors..

Wanted to get to sleep..but the smell really make me feel I am in a burnt room...
so might as well wake up to do some browsing of websites..
Most probably will go out later..
waiting for someone's msg before I go out..
tmr start work le..
and today is the last day I can rest before the busy week starts.
Will chaoz for now..
and promise to blog more about my life..bye bye(=

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Tired plus sian..because of work, because of little time for my own personal life. Because of a lot of things tooo happening in my life now, it seems that i start to lose part of my life just to work, just for the sake f producing work. Time is chasing up, of cos when i thought I have done a lot of things, it seems that, things do not appear to be that amount as I want. So ya...running one big round, I am still disappointed with my own performance tho I have put in a lot of effort.

Tonight will be the night I truly spend it to think of my own personal life. Looking at my dairy, I can see that its all occupied with work and meetings and datelines. Compare to the previous month when i am still schooling in school, its really different. Last time the lists were almost bout recreation, now almost are bout serious work matter. I see why someone call me a workholic, but I never blame him, in fact I always feel sorry for him in case he dunno. Even though I mentioned that I did spend a little time in between my work during working hour to think of personal issue, but seriously, those thinking dun last for a pretty 5 min. Too tired that I want to save every 1 second to close my eyes and rest. The working industry is travelling in a damn fast speed. A speed that I nv imagine. To get a credit from boss that I manage to always do well in my timeliness is not easy. Firstly, because the workload is uniquely heavy, and of cos there are many obstacles which slows me down. But even then, I still run against the time to catch things up.

Be it work or personal life, I guess what i need is sleep..AMPLE sleep to deliver a better piece of work. With this I guess I will end here. Reason behind: I NEED TO SLEEP..and yeshhh, 9:05pm its early..i know, but really sleepy so yeah..nitez guys(=

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Somehow feel that I have neglected my blog..lol..and of cos my friends also.
Too busy with attachment work given to me so I din really have time to blog so often like before.
I could say that working is more fun than study in school and doing projects lor..
I could say the module given to me for my attachment even though is quite heavy but its still things that I can do and have the abilities to do, unlike programming. LOL

Anyway I am so anxious this week, i hope next thurs quickly come..i miss my dear..i want quickly see him!!!!!!! Every day work work work, sometime dun even have the time to think of him. And after work, sometimes at night still have to work in order to complete the work given to me...so there is not really have a time for me actually. Someone says I am a workholic..i dun deny at times i am..but this is the only time i can find something i love to do..that y i am putting in so much effort to make things flow more smoothly than i expect.

But whatever it is, i still love the after school time in school and the working life in my company...
I miss my teachers and friends. I hope to see them soon with adequate time given to me..I got to go back to work now..so will blog soon..(=

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Me?Adeline!Tp IT student..
& yupz 25/7/90 is my first cry(=
Love SweetHeart Cries U&miie

Nth much lorh..for me to know for u to find out!