♥ Wednesday, July 29, 2009
8:08 PM
Some ppl love to be love by people, as in love means love. Not the friends friends love. But really those kind of guy love girl..that kind. Who dun love the feeling of being love. But the problem is with everyday nonsense like asking ppl out for lunch, asking which company I am working and wanting to come to fetch me out for lunch. Or bike me out for movie after that. All these are not a so call enjoyment or happiness to me, but in fact a kind of irritation. As more and more coming in like this early in the morning, it can be really pissed.
Standard qn if ppl who wants to know more about me, will be if i have any bf. well? If I have? what will u do? If I do not have any? What will you do? See the diff? Its actually not about what can be done on their side. But whether can I accept them as someone whom I can really go out and enjoy myself and seeing me as just a friend just like me and colin, me and ks, and me and other guys. What matters is the mindset. I dun mind going out with a friend, but i hate going out with a person thinking that he has a chance to get sth he wants. Only if I really thinks there is chance then I will do so. But I haven do so yet so far. Online met friends even if from TP, oso still online friends. I will nv meet them, I will nv go out with them.
I had enough already. I want to stop all these. For once, I really feel tired and irritated by all these nonsenses by all these ppl. PLEASE STOP!
