♥ Saturday, June 20, 2009
12:31 PM
From the time where 11:11 am starts to strike in my eyes, I decide to put things into my heart and soul. From the point I learn to pick things up, I must learn how to put things down. But I realise I have been picking things up. So as my life goes on and on, more and more things dragging on my feet. No more space on my feet, so i put on my back. Carrying doubts and sadness around with me, putting on masks thinking tt I may have put things down, but all those are some wishy thinkings of mine.
Sometimes I think I am tired. Sometimes I think I am just too lazy to carry on. Sometimes in a midst of thinking, I think I have found my solutions, but after those thinkings, I found out that they are all somethings I used to make myself happy a little while only. Wants more desire more but still never achieve anything that I want. But I know something: Those are not the one I want.
Life is hard but yet we still have to carry on. This is our fate. Have to learn how to have more strength to carry more things on my feet and back. Cos I know deep in my heart that there will be definitely more coming. Its always the starting point when we realise things had gone bad.
