♥ Monday, May 25, 2009
8:53 PM
Went to east coast park early morning to chill alone there. It was rather an interesting trip alone even though i was alone. In the midst of the chilling session, was kind of bored, so called a few friends but in the end all sleeping accept for wei xiong. Thank buddy for chatting with me for hours on the phone!!!hahah...
Actually after today i found out tt I am a person who indeed need to be spent time with. Instead of feeling lonely first, I feel angry first. I got this prob ever since the day I know lol. Dun wan to say too obvious. But really, sometimes things really make me feel so bored and irritating. Singapore is sooooo smalll.. and my home sux! I hate to stay at home and I hate to go home. But of cos the best time to go home is when dinner time and sleeping tt all. Sad..y home to me is like a hotel to me..but it turns out to be tt so too bad.
Sometimes i really cannot stand my mum..she is being very ridiculous at time until i am so fuck up mann! I still respect her tho by not argueing back but I still feel assulted cos I am definitely scolded when she feel very good after going out with my dad. So simple..a little thing like not boiling water she scold me like I went out to murder someone like this..she yell and shout and say things sarcastic-ly..damn freaking pissed. But i really got to say I got used to it until i can get over by spouting nonsense to my sis..cos she got involved in the ridiculous scolding cycle too..lol...poor us!
Ok actually i am rather free but I got to go do my other browsing stuff(=ciaoz
