LOLLIPOPS {:

♥ Monday, May 11, 2009

7:17 PM

I fail my TP. 8 points and 1 immediate failure.
The stupid immediate failure is because my side mirror knock down the weak pole!
SO bloody irritated if not i can get my license already!
i cant stand it man.
And lucky got my suay partner to console and crap with me..haha!
And of cos my day wasnt feeling too great.
I felt I am really stupid and silly.
Am I really not fated to drive?
o damn..i cant imagine..
For now, i wun think of anything bout driving but my ITSB test first.

But this matter has kept me thinking..
does words really so impt to me?
What ppl think bout me and how ppl judge me..
Do i bother?
Ya...I realise it has to see who says those words.
The one I love more,
words out from them
really make me think a lot
and of cos affect me a lot a lot
Maybe I can be a happy-go-lucky person
TO FRIENDS only...
Cos friends' duty is not to console me or anything
but instead they can be beside me if they wan to..
Ppl tt are more impt should be the one tt has the duty to make sure
i am feeling better after what they have said to me.
Instead of standing at a position of a friend,
to talk to me like a friend joking with me.

I am totally affected by what had happened today.
And my mum is kinda pissed by me cos i fail my TP.
well?tmr i guess i will be staying in sch lib to study for my test
rather than going home to see the black long face she will be pulling for days.
SPARE ME ALL THE STRESS!
I JUST WAN TO DO I WAN TO DO!!!!