♥ Sunday, April 19, 2009
3:45 PM
Been rather confused and messed up with my own feelings in every ways
As much as I know, I just cant get things done right.
Oh, or maybe things will go right when it comes even if it comes unprepared?
Oh come on! I dun think I am tt lucky either.
Pretty good to have these long 11 days to let me think some stuff over and over again.
In relationship, I am petty, over-reactive, and like to be "creative" in my thinkings(=
I tend to think tooooo muchhhh..this is wat my baby M. told me.
Pretty much agree with him BUT all those are because I somehow cant feel the secure-ness.
Can't blame anyone for that.
Baby M. went overseas and left me here in Sg.
Leave me here occupied with boredom, so for girls, I wun say ALL GIRLS!
But MAJORITY of GIRLs,yeah, will just like to keep our mind moving..when we dun recieve any sms or call from our darling.
Same for me, I think too much but I still think those negative thoughts make me grow up. Make me a more mature person in terms of dealing with long term relationship. As what Aaron had said, its a hiccup in me and baby M. 's relationship. Because there is lack of proper communications, so in turns, our relationship becoming to have lack of feeling of love! So i would say when baby M. comes back to me, I am going to make him feel the love again. Because I have waited for him for the long long days, keeping me thinking wild.
O yes, anyway school makes me wild too. Not because school is starting soon, but school's subjects are just way to un-imaginable for me. I wish to graduate soon, and do some stuffs which I love to do apart from spending time with baby M. and with family as well. That's all for now because I am sick of the weather! Its soooo warm!!!
