I will remember you, will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by,
Weep not for the memories
Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad.
How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me
I wanna be the one

I will rememeber you, will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard
But I will remember you, will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories I'm so afraid to love you
But more afraid to lose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness
Deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light
And I will remember you, will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories

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Tired day in school but finally got assignments to do le. So wun feel boring, but cos in class there is no close friends, so I thought I had depression these few days lor. I cant believe our school management become so sucky when coming to year 3 for ITO. Where got such management whereby seperate ppl then expect to find a group to group tgt for a 10 weeks assignment one, u tell me la! Stupid school lehh! We dun even know anyone there then expect us to find ourselves a group to group for a long term project, stupid mann!

Now because of that, like I am being forced to make new friends and its like playing risky bets lor. Coz we dun even know how they in doing projects ma..sucky management!

But apart from unhappiness, I still manage to know a few good friends(= and thank dear sooo muchhh for the things u bought for me when u overseas. Thank baby...I love you..hehe! Ok ok whatever it is,my brain is stuffed with banking stuff right now. So I got to go back to my work, hope can finish in time. I NEED SOME BREAK!!!

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today is a real great day! thank to wei wen and bo mann! Went to PArkway parade with our driver wei wen.haha! Even though we were like half way lost, but stil manage to get the right way to parkway parade..muahaha! Go there see see laptops and watch the shows showing on the TVss there..funny seh! Was great anyway..bought famous amos and treat them oso lor..since they are oso sort of acc me oso..(=

after tt cos wanna find a place to sit and rest, so we decide to change venue to east coast park and at the same time the bo wan "recharge"..lol..then we went to ecp to chill lor. After he done with his recharging, bo and me went to the sea and enjoy the wave...can feel the stress being wash away and we threw stones lol! Wonderful chatting with him with the waves too. Went back to join the lonely wei wen, and start eating our famous amos. Was damn great the feeling. Talk about many things..a lot a lot lor. After tt too hot there, so went to mac..and tt is the place we talk bout some topics lol..hahah! topics tt only 3 of us can noe..muahhaha!

Linger until 5 then decide to drive back. KNS lor..the road being blocked half way...evil! so have to u-turn take another route...basket! In the end drop down at BO's bus stop and take bus 39 home. Thank guys for the day(=

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First day of school...

First day of school I can say I am scared..cos it has been so long since I ever get seperated with my good friends. And now i heard tt everyone has to get seperated, all the more i am afraid of being alone. But fortunately, I still manage to bump onto my classmates, so still ok(=

Lunch i eat with aaron, bo, jw and sam..well?after bo and jw left, 3 of us had a damn funny conversation mann! Laughing about who to save if the 3 of them drown into the sea. the 3 of them are my baby M., sam and aaron...then we talk bout how aaron step onto sam's head to get oxygen from the surface..hahah! and how sam able to get the air from aaron.hahah!

anyway today add/drop got a lot of ppl..can see,and my HCIF elective onli got pathetic 2 classes which consists of 51 students ONLY!...the smallest grp of electives i have seen ok? But anyway even though it is boring, but we stil manage to finish the 2 hrs lect in about 1 hr plus with not much boredom compared to studying programming.hahah!

This time of tmr nite will be the time where i can officially declare back to myself...HAPPY!!!!cos my dear coming back..(= finally dun need to miss him can start loving him already..hahah!

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Been rather confused and messed up with my own feelings in every ways
As much as I know, I just cant get things done right.
Oh, or maybe things will go right when it comes even if it comes unprepared?
Oh come on! I dun think I am tt lucky either.
Pretty good to have these long 11 days to let me think some stuff over and over again.
In relationship, I am petty, over-reactive, and like to be "creative" in my thinkings(=
I tend to think tooooo muchhhh..this is wat my baby M. told me.
Pretty much agree with him BUT all those are because I somehow cant feel the secure-ness.
Can't blame anyone for that.
Baby M. went overseas and left me here in Sg.
Leave me here occupied with boredom, so for girls, I wun say ALL GIRLS!
But MAJORITY of GIRLs,yeah, will just like to keep our mind moving..when we dun recieve any sms or call from our darling.

Same for me, I think too much but I still think those negative thoughts make me grow up. Make me a more mature person in terms of dealing with long term relationship. As what Aaron had said, its a hiccup in me and baby M. 's relationship. Because there is lack of proper communications, so in turns, our relationship becoming to have lack of feeling of love! So i would say when baby M. comes back to me, I am going to make him feel the love again. Because I have waited for him for the long long days, keeping me thinking wild.

O yes, anyway school makes me wild too. Not because school is starting soon, but school's subjects are just way to un-imaginable for me. I wish to graduate soon, and do some stuffs which I love to do apart from spending time with baby M. and with family as well. That's all for now because I am sick of the weather! Its soooo warm!!!

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My time table sux..i cant imagine the 10 wks life in TP flooded with stress with everything starting from scratch.ARGH!

I got into the 2 electives which is HCIF and ITSB. Lucky ITSB is a theory subject so i can at least relax a bit..not too stress up over intense programming. HCIF i totally have no freaking idea wat it is about. And it seems tt I dun have anyone i noe in my class. O yes my class for HCIF is PA02 so if any of the ppl pass by my blog and happen to see me in ur class pls tell me can? I wanted to go into ITPM actually but i dunno whether should i go for add/drop or not la. But its not a bad idea to try sth new actually. So i guess i just got to stick with what i am allocated to also. ANyway i also forgotten wat i choose for my electives oso.lol

tue will be the day i am looking forward for(= anyway yeah, i think i am going to have a boring 10 wks ahead..thank to TP

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Now i realise doesnt mean it is 3months or 1 year or even 10 yrs to be tgt can prove anything. Even if 10 yrs, one day of seperation can make a big difference. Not to mention one another at another part of the world. It requires a lot of patience and understanding, require a lot a lot. There is always miss and love in the mind, telling the person tt "I still love her/him,I wan her/him back". But is that what the person wants? Does the person ever thought what will happen when he/she come back. What is the first word or sentence you are going to say to him/her? How will u feel at the first sight you seen him/her? You smile? You cry? You feel nth?
You might miss his/her smiles and laughters and moments with him/her, but without proper communications, all his/her smiles, laughters and moments are becoming part of your memory.

So dont ever make communications break down because that will make those wonderful smiles,laughters and good moments tgt be part of your memory only. And you wouldnt wan to go back to those days anymore because those are just part of your memory now and forever.

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Tmr going out lo!! Going to the new shopping mall at bugis
hope it will be a fruitful trip there..haha! Cos tampines 1 actually disappoint me
cos Parkway Parade is much more interesting than Tamp 1 lor seriously..

Spend my whole day out tmr and soon after will be friday!!
friday i going to renew my PDL..tt time stupid
after pass my BTT, i go renew but then have to wait for 2 months then my first driving lesson
in the end i wasted the 2 month if not i dun need to renew le..

11 May coming soon..
and it will be my TP
scared la k!Later my leg shiver all these i die..my clutch pedal cnt control properly haha!
anyway after fri, 4 more days my dear will fly back singapore le!
happy happy(=
will go welcome him back on tue nite...haha
i love him
i miss him
i wan hug hug him!

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Went to sch today..
aiya...step into the sch the feeling is sianz..!!!!!
Go back sch for briefing..
talking bout SIP/OSIP/Results...
every year the same
the timing from 3-4pm become 3-almost5pm!!!
those bloody chers, forever wan us to slp in the lecture hall then they happy)=

anyway today gt driving revision lesson..
skills got rusty..super rusty!
Reaction damn slow..delayed caused
but nv car stall all these lor
so considered ok..haha!

During briefing,dear sms me..
thank dear for the thoughts(=
muacks!

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woo!finally found sth to entertain me..its the Restaurant City(facebook game). A rather interesting game conpared to Pet Society..i find it more meaningful to just feeding the pet and play with pet..haha!

Today dear sms me cos he finally bought his top up his prepaid..he say there sianz, and he got miss me like i do..i wan him back asap..but have to wait until next tue..its a exactly one wk plus...i din noe waiting can be so torturous..haha!

Anyway on sunday went to breeze walk and exercise at the fitness corner, i sprain my leg..not realy sprain but the ankle loose lor.. Cnt really run fast, and when balancing on left leg the leg will twist easily..so cnt play play..tmr got driving revision, if anything happen to my leg, i dunno wat to do oso...haha! COs i am driving manual..clutch pedal is super impt to me!!!!

and now i probably consider found a job..a data entry job..lolz..eh, a facebook friend wanted to look for someone who is able to work from home for 1-2 wks, $6/hr, so i work for him lor..i dunno him well, so its kind of risky..but iwilling to give it a try..since now i am peniless anyway hahah!

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Good friday..lolz..nth good actually just went to my cousin hse then we just slack tgt there lor.
As it is a friday, we have lots of show to watch..from 3pm onwards, but cos have to fold the hell notes for my uncle who passed away recently, it took me and my auntie to finish half a batch by 4pm..

And she has to cook dinner for the whole family, so we decide to stop at 4pm. by then we have experienced serious backache mann! Sit there for hours to fold the notes..not easy really..But we are being rewarded with a sumptous feast for dinner..thank auntie!(=

Actually during holidays, there is nth much i do for this 2 months long break. I initially thought i could find a job, but job hunting is real tough with the kind of economy crisis we are experiencing right now. So other than going out with friends, and dating with dearest bao bei, and slacking at home, there is nth i can do actually.

During this holiday, i found out tt slacking at home is also a difficult task. Cos its real boring! And i suddenly get used to the life we got ourselves busy to meet our project deadlines in time. Now that suddenly so free, seriously not easy mann!

Dear now oversea, how i wish i can slp until the day he come back then i can go find him..lol! I am saying sth that is impossible hahah!No one wil ever slp for 13 days unless in coma..haha!ok ok stop here for the day..sian ah!

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did nth those few days...
have been drinking lots of water..dunno y..lolz
maybe got nth to do tt y.haha!

Good friday is coming!
he got to enjoy seeing ppl nailing themselves at the cross
which is gross k?
but to them,
its for good health and wash away all the sins
omg!
i think its more of torturing themselves man!
but anyway there is news tt ppl really recover frm illness after nailing themselves

watever it is, good friday its oso my dad's birthday
happy birthday dad(=

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today bloody irritatin day
cos got some sucking conflicts
made my trip on mon to tue backfired
omg..now cant even go out until sch reopen
sianz..

i still prefer sch-ling
can mix around with frends
can eat lunch or dinner with friends
can go dating after sch
can spend more time with my dear even though some days we needa rush projs
and i really din noe ytd is the last day to see my dear
before he fly off to phillipnes
i wil miss him
**cries**

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today is just too good for thursday!!!!
hahaha...i have several reasons to support tat sentence

firstly, today i went to dear's hse since its his off day and i can get this chance to occupy my boredom at home...which is a right choice!(=

secondly, many things just goes and feels so right..the timing for everything

thirdly, watching soccer with dear and his dad was suddenly so interesting!!! I was shocked when i actually found out tt i am opening my eyes big to see them fighting over one ball!LOL...i think i watch cos got David Beckam inside and his tatoo on his body so cool k!!!!!

forthly, went to parkway parade cold storage to buy eng suasage and cheesecake and pati and a yogurt drink(= and we bought those to prepare our lunch..hehe! We did went home and prepare by putting the sauguae in the pati with lettuce and tomato and chilli/tomato sauce..nice k! and easy to prepare oso...omg omg nice nice!!! we made for his dad to eat oso...but i think his dad not use to the taste or wat lol..AND MOST IMPT-LY, THAT IDIOT STEAL MY ONE MOUTHFUL OF SUASAGUE!!!!!!**cries**

lastly, after that we did so much things tt i nv did before..lolz...at first i did feel abit weird but in the end still like tt..cos i think i love him too much..really

Dear, I love you(=

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Me?Adeline!Tp IT student..
& yupz 25/7/90 is my first cry(=
Love SweetHeart Cries U&miie

Nth much lorh..for me to know for u to find out!