♥ Wednesday, January 28, 2009
8:24 AM
chinese new year this year is my saddest chinese new yearI totally have no mood to celebrate or watsoeverwhat is the diff btw this year and those previous year for cny for my family and me..Previous yrs,i spend my CNY at relatives' house taking ang baos this year, i spend my CNY at my uncle's funeralhe passed away at cny eveat 12.45pm 25/01/09 he leave his family and us for another worldthe whole family din have our reunion dinnnerinstead of smiles and laughterwe replace them with cries and tears..whoever msg me the CNY messages. i din realy replycos i not in the mood to tell ppl bout my family's mishapneither do i have the mood to tell ppl anything bout tt osoCos i noe other ppl will not want to hear sth so unauspiciousduring CNYso the whole family all keep mumthe funeral nobody attend only the closed ones of my uncleHis son is just 3 yrs oldand his dad left himwe have to take care of himeveryone cries accpet himhe only say:"papa die le"only know how to say tthe shouted for his dadbut he dunno his dad couldnt response to his ans anymorehear him shout we all feel sad for himcos we noe his dad wun be around with him foreveron the 2nd nite, i went to "shou ye"means ton over the nite to take care of himat 6am we went to buy mac big breakfast for my uncle to eatwake him up ask him eathe used to bring his son to eat mac breakfast every sunday morningbut now we buy for him..his last mac breakfast before he reincineratedhe fell down i saw his bodyhis lips and nails all turn blackhe passed away cos of sudden heart attacksend him off on the third day to mandai to burnall cryall his nieces, newphews, brothers and sistersall the in-laws cry to ask him to runcos the fire is very hot ask him to run awayHappy new year pull your ear,this is wat he will do to thechildren of the house evry morning on the first day of new yearthis year and future years ahead no one can hear anything from him..
