♥ Monday, June 30, 2008
9:04 PM
To me life has changed..Great changes have been made~Of cos change to good for some areas,but some areas bad as well.Maybe perhaps wat people say is right.Female is always the sensitive creature in the world!However open or even generous she is,she is still a sensitive creature~~I myself experrience them myselfU see..In my eyes(fyi,not onli me la)...Got game no gfGot gf no gameEasy as tat..But guess wat!Tat is life!I noe tat relationship need space,i noe tat..But i dunno whether the space i have given u is enough or too muchSometimes i tink tat to begin is easy to go on is difficultIt really require much more understanding and trust for a relationship to last longIs not easy & happy to say...Is not difficult osoDepending on the way the kind of pespective each and every couple is thinking...Ya,everyone has changed...not only the one u are going with but ppl around u..some change for the worsesome change for the betterGuess so this post will be all bout the emo-ing these baEach other feelings can affect one anotherPpl say:"through sms,msn,we cnt noe clearly how a person feel"But i tink this is wrongWell?Mates seems to noe i am not happy bout things tat he noe well deep inside his heartMaybe deep inside his heart he will be thinking:"is jus game y is she angry bout it?"Yeah..MAYBE ONLY ARH..not say confirmBut u noe wat?This is me and this is called female~~Tat is y relationship is hard to get alongBbut honestly speaking I do enjoy the moment we are tgt(=Dun stop playing ur games,u arent in the wrong(well?GUYS)Jus tat I am the one who is being too petty..maybe so?!I really really hope after all these while everything btw us will be much much better& there we goes all the way to our last breadth in this world(=BUt boii!I still nv stop loving u..and i tink u noe itI noe u are kinda sad today for ur resultguess so is under ur expectation by the way ur sms u has sentBut i'm sure u can do better ya?!Keep it up& u definitely have my moral support!!!wee~~!!!:pLabels: rite post time:9.25pm
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10:36 AM
Went to cousin hse..fun dayBaby sitting day without fail but that is lifegonna do it in futureso jus do it!Taking care of ah cong is a big headache alreadyBut luckily now he is more sensible understand wat we sayBut sometimes still got a bit naughty laSlightly shout at him a little then he scare leso is easy to controlBut very playful..play with him on the bed until i oso tiredHeard from his father he in sch hit older boys..Naughty mann!must teach mann..coz of him we sing a lot of childhood songs..hahahh!We oso follow the tracks and sing like crazylike hocky docky,old macdonald...etcWe oso go "Ubox" sing songs haha!!S.H.E~~!Mates cant stand it~~!hahahazBut who cares?~wuahahahah!At nite baby zane and sao zi came back from her father's hse baSo cute~~!Chubby sia..dunno how the mother feed him one lorhhahahah!Have a great dinner(long-tong dinner)Homemade one by my auntie~~~!AUNTIE I LOVE U THE MOST~~MUACKS!!!!!!hehe
♥ Saturday, June 28, 2008
9:24 PM
Count down-ing...7 more days will be our 1 month official annivasary le!!yeah~~!Kinda fast mann..thinking back the first official day was like onli 2-3 days ago onli..hahah!Anyway as the time flies,i love u more and more...i guess so this is a good sign?!LOLZPerhaps things have changed..indeed someone important in ur life can change one totally..i didnt believe it in the fisrst place..but now i do(=Change for the better i guess but attendance wise change for the worse..hahah!Jus too engross until the timing is all out lehh...feel so sad for myself but hopefully my results wun be affected a..i guess so wun cos from he first day of year 1 i haven been listening even though i was early for lesson...muahahah!TP cher have all failed to make lessons interesting tat y..hahahah!But guess they realy have to sit and think how to really make students interested in their reepective lesson ba...which they have not la obviously..Anyway weather has been quite humid these few days man..haiz,the poor boy has been complaining all the way..but i can understand la..cos i feel the same thing too...damn hot sia!!!Proj life has been starting and will be starting again...YES...ONCE AGAIN..the sleepless nite with stress everyday on how to complete them in time...wth!I hate those life but guess wat?!Those are the real world in poly life..when its time for u to slack,pls slack...dun ever think of work cos its a waste of ur time..but if it is time for u to work pls work,cos it will oy mean that time is running out..okie..so i got to do my proj AGAIN~~~
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10:28 AM
Friday is a very sunny hot day...Dying of heat stroke soon...Marine cresent seems to be like the central of hotnesswhere all the heat gather at there..Y i noe?Cos i went there after my CDS lesson..Went to beach road to eat the famous prawn noodle and wu xiang with matesVery nice but abit ex la..But still worth it cos its really nice~~Yum Yum~~(=Went his hse slp slp awhile then wanna go back sch for a game of tennisBut in the end super duper late le so jus bathe there since i bring all my stuffsPaiseh and damn sorry to peifen mann..PS u..argh~~~Later boon killl me...hahahah!But still got go and look for peifen to bathe tgt..Stupid kok say wat:"shen dian da xing dong~~"WTH~~~say until i like those typical singaporean like tat lorhhahahahah!Next friday Jamie's birthday going to give her a surprise~~!
Hopefully she will like the gift we will be giving her(=
♥ Thursday, June 26, 2008
3:58 PM
Life is so meaningful yet meaningless...Everything has its first time...Some things can be controlled...Some things cannot be controlled...Up to your own...Is all up to us...Wat the hell!!!I feel that today I really love the song by mariah carey[Touch my body]So so the...(i really dunno wat to say)But luckliy everything is still in control with them on..But things are loosen despite is tight...Really really entertaining everything mann...Late for lesson is always not my style But but haizzzz....okie~~get back to lesson ba..(=jus to let u noe..i am not shy seriously..but is jus my first time for some thingsi will promise i will try to get use to it okie?Not ur fault but i guess so i am too shy to express myselfHope u can understand wat i mean mann..not to say stop everything but u noe,jus go with the flow...will be fine(=If u understand wat i say pls pls pls tell me..so i will noe at once tat u understand okie?Posted @ 4.10pm 26/6/08
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6:20 AM
sianz...i really dunno wat to do now mann...projss after projss.!!!I feel like dying and that's it..get all over and done with mann!but yaa..stupid thing to die la..so that is the reason i survive until now..hahah!I feel like going home and slp but but but again i have promised somebody to stay with him to do his work but when i came here he is playing game!!WTH!!But nvm la,guys are guys..no matter wat we do they will still do nth but play game..haiz..sad case mann!Comign to IT sch is just all bout games for guys during the free time la..
But anyway i am jus too noob in games,no need ppl to say but i noe it all by myslef..lolz!So later going home i need to do assignments again and hen still assignemnts again sianz!!Haiz..okie..i am going to die soon mannn after all the stress in sch since the day i stepped into the stupoid TP...argh!Okie..gtg now le..stop for the groaning and start on with my work...haizz..sianz!!!!
HELP
♥ Wednesday, June 25, 2008
5:42 AM
Went to mates hse today...see the parents session..hahah!As wat ppl see la,but is not!Jus go there only since no apel class and lesson starts at 1pm..so y not go his hse play play awhile then go sch?!hahahazPlay like crazy with him the morning..
undergo a lot of trainings..somemore different kind one mann!!!hahahz..and it seems like in the morning is like a educational one for me mann..cos i know a lot of new terms and how some stuffs should work..lolz!
Late for my tut but luckily cher haven mark attendance so i heng lorh..hahaahha!!!Despite late for 30min late..today i weart my home clothes to sch then make ppl stun..ppl like him and aaron...i bet if sam they all see me they sure say sth again...hhhhah!!!Anyway is jus my normal clothes where i will be wearing it for sch lorh rather than everytime wear sch related iitsc shirt...hahahaHaving lect damn sianz that y blogging..anyway yeah by hook or by crook still have to listen to lesson..so yeah,will stop here for now(=
♥ Monday, June 23, 2008
5:10 AM
Jus now wan treat dad go somewhere nice eat but he dun wan..SAD~~daddy say next time i know how to earn money le then say..BUt I already start to work le lorh..Father's day nv celebrate with him cos i working ma..kinda of guilty>.<ytd nite use internet sms with mates..I feel very happy and touch(=cos he always understand ma so well& I feel that he love me more than myselfWhatever he say always make me feel I am fortunateThanx to him and all he has given me and will be gving me~~Maybe when he read thispost,he will be smiling again..hahaand maybe he will be touched by this post oso..hehe!WHatever it is,I will treasure the moments nowand really hope u will too(& i noe u will)Happiness & Happines & still happiness~~(=
♥ Saturday, June 21, 2008
8:17 PM
Day by day....Hour by hour....Minutes by minutes...Seconds by seconds...I have been thinking,thinking&thinking.....Hopefully come out with a best solution....Yeah,solution for both parties...Phone bill out le,higher than last month(as expected)Mum nag like nobody's business...SAD~~Suspects is sth she so pro at...I seriously under her stress nowMy right eye lid twitiching these few days..
Is it sth bad or good?
Chat with Aaron tat day,
He said it was nth to do with bad or good(jus supertisious)
Ended up did a google search..realisedddddd
1) Stress2) Prolong starring3) Lack of sleep4) Tired eyeshmmm..there are other factors as well but I guess so these BIG 4 are wat i encounter ba
These few days not too free not to busy..but getting on to serious business is kinda of no innovations..everyday think of slacking,playing,watching TV programmes,even taking nap when last time i dun have the habit!Composed a phrase from the Jay Chou song[pu gong ying de yue ding]....successful!Invent new base for that song..specially for that song...jus cos of tat,i wanted to pick up dip for my piano...but i feel that at this point of time,is too busy,maybe i will pick up guitar,since i have one but dunno how to play...Intend to arrange my guitar lesson on every sat..since i have music theoy cert,i dun tink there is a prob for me to recognise notes,jus need to noe where the notes are on the guitar can le..(=Next sat go register for my first lesson!!!wee~~!Toking to peifen,always i feel tat both of us are on the same boat..wan to say but cnt say,then when wan to say,situation change,then in the end we cnt say...WTH!!Kinda unfair to the other side..i feel bad)=
♥ Friday, June 20, 2008
9:22 AM
♥ Thursday, June 19, 2008
1:43 AM
Later my sis and my cousin going to sing kbox..for me?I wun be joining them..cos mainly my proj la...sianz.If i join them,then i tink my proj sure cui de,cos no time to complete in time...But later still going down to my ah ma hse to have my dinner cos mama today not cooking..then ah ma cooking the "salted rice"...dunno wat is tht la..but its quite nice..hehe(=Not always she cook one..so jus go down to eat lorh...Tmr going to ceni le!!Watch movie and then shop shop...wee~~!Ytd have our lunch in business sch,then basically like poseidon and hemes again lorh..kok,pf,mates,colin & me...5 of us..slack in the gaming lab for hours before doin my assignmnet...when mates come to meet me,we went into a nearly empty labb..but still go see my freshies..haizz..being an OL always so sad..seems to have no privacy.Go anywhere pl will say:"hey..OL!"shit mann!!then finally afr their dota game,they went off,now left the 2 of us...But chance always come at the wrong time..haha!but its okie la...more chance ahead..hehe:pI even go and research on how to do it..but i jus kept laughing like crazy..so stupid!!!hhahaha...kkk,get down to my work le...tmr then blog again bout our ceni date..haha...
♥ Wednesday, June 18, 2008
1:24 AM
Today feel abit kinda of sad sia...upset la~~!Put me aeroplane mann..not one person but 3 person...argh~~~~!!!Then the bloody stupid bus today so fast like crazy until I have to go sch very early...1hr earlier...shit mann!I so pek chek like crazy...ended up i spend my 1 hr plus at the lab..luckily can find one empty lab..
Luckily kok came to acc me mann...feel much betta..hehe..thanx kok(=
Later need to do the stupid CSAD..haiz...try my best to do as many as i can today la..if not week 15 how to summit sia...report need to resummit again....OMG...haiz..STRESS!!!
Tmr stay at home rest..then thur going out to watch movie...[The Incredible Hunk]..my colleague say the movie very nice lehh..so hopefully i feel the same thing as well...hahahah!
Okie...got to go do my assignment le...cnt slack liao..sianz!
♥ Monday, June 16, 2008
11:40 AM
Today finally finally over le~~!!!NO MORE PC SHOW!!!!I am not going to work in this kind of company le lor..even though its nth bad la..jus that the effort put in is like not worth the pay given...sianzYtd was like cos of comm,ben and me actually tried to pull the customer to our respective "eepc"..and then hhorrrr..sth so irritated is tat,one customer its mine!!!He ask me qn and th he wanna buy FROM ME~~!!!!!!!then benjamin yap zhiliang take away my customer by saying:"can.follow me to the counter."wat the hell!!!!!!!!Steal my business..HUR!But after all still okie la...noe of this nice guy at the PC show...wilson..yupz..he is the first one tha approach me and ask me and tok to me..even though its quite random la..eat lunch tgt and tok bout personal matters..feel not so stress at least...thanx man officer~~!!Hhehe:ptoday can slack at home le...damn tired..wake up early go home late..haiz,slp today...tmr go sch do proj...sms cnt use le!!Overuse AGAIN...haiz..sad sad...okie get back to my usual routine le
blog more tmr...TIRED~~!
Anyway thanx to Mates coming to PC show look for me and then wait for me after my late work hours..and buying me sweets...(only for me~)hahahaz,and the bread as well..yi cong and several ppl who came as well...my nan-peng-you oso came and look for me..hahah!
♥ Sunday, June 15, 2008
9:11 AM
Working in PC show...
hmm..some kind of experiences,like how to go about selling computer software and even laptop which is a big challenge to me..cos i have nv sold them before..
I realise that its totally diff from selling those in boutiques...both have their own difficulties la,but laptop(i still dun prefer selling them)So CHIM!!!!Manage to clinge some deals but not much oso la,so its like most of the time feel very depressed despites so many ppl there..
kk..get going to work again...(=
♥ Thursday, June 12, 2008
1:46 AM
Mon has been over..same goes to tue~~those 2 days even though its kinda of short but i have enjoy myself a lot..every moment seriously is a fun & exciting monent for me without fail.
With people around me to entertain one another..hahahz(even when sleeping oso can sabo)
mon...instead of bbq we have steamboat..use ah boon's mother pot to cook...which have multi-purposes!Can fry,boil,watever mann!!COOL~~(=That morning went to marine cresent to meet someone first then we made our way to sch as planned..stay in gaming lab for hours playing games..then me,wes,kok,mates,bear..we go pasir ris int to meet Boon and his gal...at the mean time while waiting for them,we went to the ntuc to buy the steamboat stuff,foods and drinks..kind of budget here and there,but we enjoy ourselves..joking like crazy while buying groceries..hahah!!
buy finish then we took bus to our chalet!!PUt our things and then i saw the bed..wa!!Feel like sleeping,so decided to take a nap..someone jus like to cuddle ppl so much until colin and the others are like.."uh hum"hahahhaz...but its jus normal la...not as sweet as boon and his gal lorh...hahazPLaying cards while boon and kok preparing food,after thAT we went out to buy cake and stuff for boon surprises...quite far but ben drove to send us back...thanx boy!(=After eating me and mates went to the beach there walk walk...then we rest at the benches there for awhile before going back..surprises for boon starts with all te planning done upstairs..hahahazwe thought of smashing boon's face with the amt of cake he has cut,but the prob is peifen miss it on his face and the cake fly out...so i grab the cake on the floor and SMASH!!!!and boon was like looking for that someone that smash his face and he dunno who lorh...hahahhz!!lucky me....Got drink a bit that day la...then 12am go mac watch euro 2008 football match with mates...france vs romania...1st round 0:0,2nd round we din see cos i very bored so we went back...play a bit and then slp..2 single bed tat join tgt..so boon and pf share one bed,me and mates share one lorh....both gals gajiao the 2 guys hahahahha!Cos when we are not tired,they are tired,when we are tired,they oso tired..hahahz...i lose sth that nite....but its okie la..hahaz..at least i gain it and lose to him willingly(=Then coz of all the squeezing while sleeping,i couldnt slp well..pf and mates like to squeeze me likr nobody's business lorh..ended up i woke up at 7.30am like tat and send wes,yicong,weekiat and jolene they all back...then i went back to slp,then all the way on the bed until 4 plus...hehe..stun always nv fail to appear when i am in bed la..the bed is one already lorh..creaks so loud even when u move a little..lolz!I guess so kok is rite..this chalet is indeed a educational one for me...hahahh!Ppl who got go noe y..hahahh!at nite make my way with colin,ben,jamie to funan for our training..BTW GUYS,U CAN LOOK FOR ME AT LVL 6 SUNTEC,I WILL BE SELLING ANTIVIRUSES SOFTWARE..IF U GUYS WANNA BUY DO LOOK FOR ME(=VISIT ME IF U WAN TOO(=HEHE
♥ Sunday, June 8, 2008
7:43 AM
TmR!!!Jus wait for exactly 24hrs..and the day will come~~!(=Quite excited bout it..but we actually encountered a lot of probswhich we tried to solve using the entire afternoon while i was on the verge of doing my DSAGAll coz of money prob...if not the prob will be solved..ooooooo....OKIE GUYS!!!BBQ CANCEL!!!!cos no money..planning wat to do..arghTrying to settle stuffs here and there hopefully things will go well~~!
Chalet is coming...those ppl going..ENJOY!!!
Words to say...its not easy to organise a chalet,and its not easy to go around collecting money...whoever going whoever not going,changes made,ya~~need time and need to adjust ourbudget...but this time round the money shortage is far too bad the condition..but watever it is,however difficult it is,we have found ways to solve the prob..hope everyone who are involved can contribute a bit more..then we can have fun~~!A few of us..first time managing big groups for big events like this...so is like kindadifficult and hope u guys will forgive us if we ask u to buy moe things for bbq or wat so evercos we really underestimated a lot..we apologize for all the inconveniency cause~~
♥ Saturday, June 7, 2008
3:59 PM
lolz...messy!!tok until to the wrong window!!!bloody helll....argh!!
damn damn sotong sia...argh
me and my blurness...shit!!!
okie...dsag 19 errors...pls pls..
let me solve it!!actualy gt 53 errors..then i spend like 1 hr plus to solve them...
argh...pissed!
I HATE PROGRAMMING~~!!!!I miss carc,iiso...no need to do those stupid coding...argh...
♥ Friday, June 6, 2008
8:55 PM
Today last paperrr!!!!FINALLY....I am like a turtle with no shell now..STRESSLESS for a moment NIA!!!
Next mon is a happy day for me!!Not onli for me ba..its for most ppl who will be going for the chalet ba(=Plan and more plansssss......
Monday going to east to meet "some ppl",then head tgt to paris ris to meet peifen they all...
then then we gonna prepare all food before everything
The few people who are informed to come early pls come and help..thanx(=
Then erm..plan still go on as usual...hahah!Tue 8pm got training for IT show....
Official plans for these few days...DSAG doing...on the verge...sianz..
♥ Thursday, June 5, 2008
9:13 PM
Hold le..not too direct not too indirect...hmm~~guess so and hope so things wil last
I scared and afraid things might go wrong
I scared if i put in 100% i will hurt myself more
But I do enjoy myself with every moment ahead
Fear always become surprises
Thus,i am afraid surprises will turn out to be fear..
Policy to my life...
Perhap jus get things slow
Think through for every movement made
..or even going to be done
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4:44 AM
Stay at home for home study..grrr!!Freak off..my sis went for her camping this morning..heard from her that "her" is going that my cousin hse..then now she dun wan to go jus becoz i am staying at home to study..then ask me do hsework...bla bla bla..sianz!
Her nagging jus wun stops for a second...pissed!Doing bits of project...hpefully can complete DSAG by this week..the holiday can play more..muahahah!
Chalet coming...woot~~!Happy!!Excited..looking forward for it(=
Meeting time 1.30pm on mon(9th june) at pasir ris int...(=pls note!!
Yesterday go my hse there 200+ look for mates and his friends...they went therede ma to study!!!So far!!NOt for sam,,,butfor the others...hahah!Okie...shall get back to study..2 more papers to go and i can relieve myself from term test stress...haizzz
♥ Sunday, June 1, 2008
9:16 PM
Sat and Sun..busy busy day..not busy over studying and revising for exam..but over the preparation for my cousin's 21st birthday...ordered buffet at my cousin hse and of cos my auntie got cook somemore dishes lorh...cos scared not enough...then the poor me have to like take every single second to study and then at the same time take care of zane zane...he is damn active lorh,getting him into sleep is the most troublesome part..have to pt him to sleep is like very noisy one lorh,cos he wan us to carry him bout instead of putting him to sleep...so is like got to bear his crying sounds and then pt aside all my studies and everything and even phone call to put to sleep first..argh!!!Even me myself oso doze off halfway throuhg..entertainment some of the long lost relative until no time to really get ready for my exam tomoro oso...but at leeast I manage to complete the revision..jus hope so the exam will be of my standard...hahah!These few days really cnt live without sms u...dunno y...hahah!so every now and then see ur sms i feel very happy..hope u will feel the same thing too(=dunno how u will feel when u see this post...ahah!woot~~!Anyway tok to u on the phone i very happy..U?hahahz..kk,shall see wat u will do by saying tat u will show by actions..for me,i will jus wait and see.
Ice cream we have eaten..taken by his lousy hp camera)=
