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Time to say goodbye to my naive-ness..
will anyone tell me

senario:If someone put a dagger on my neck,
threatening to kill me,as someone
which is part of my life,like friends?
admirer?or even spouse?
Will u help me by saying that u would wan to replace me to the
"dangerous human being" who wans to kill me?

I doubt so,a nice example which make me think several hours..will i be the one
doing that for my best friend?or even my spouse?!In this world there are no true friend

A very vague significant of friend will mean that she or he will be by ur side
when u are in trouble(small trouble),eg,fall,she/he help u up

But ur life is at stake..will ur friend still help u up?like wat he/she does
when u fell down?The most critical moment always shows the very real feeling
of humans..

I have tasted before,jus like sth which happen 3-4 days ago..bout the paying matter
of the $118.30,is my collague who wrote the receipt but
under my name,but when trouble comes
she does nth,but stand away from me,
away from this matter..Money matters to me
I admit i love money,I love money more than anything
I love and treasure my friendships well
But wat had cost everything to disappear is a word
"TRUST"

Without trust,ppl around u,objects around u are murderes,u will have resistant
towards them..

To my blog readers:what i said is true,i realise that everything is so real
proved and shown