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Morning post

Today wake up damn early sia,6.53am!!dunno y so early wake up,then meddle here and there a bit,then go online,see yewf's msn me,lolz!!HE IS SO EARLY MAN!!cant believe it..still say me early..haha!Today will start work at 3pm,abit kinda sianz,daddy not fetching me home tonight at katib mrt there,he got to work till quite late today..sobz sobz,so have to take mrt and bus home all alone today liao.Honestly speaking i hate the night..I love the day..

I am a funni weird gal who likes to be left alone in the day,but i am a weird gal who like to be acc at night,cos i am scared of dark,I love to watch horror movies,is because i am scared tat y i like..yesterday got a phone call from recruit express..(job agency).ask me to work as telemarketeer at jurong east..the pay damn nice!weekdays one hour $6 or $7,i forgot already,sat:$9/hr,sun:$12/hr!!!!damn it!good lobang,of cos work la!die die oso wan to work..so good pay sia..woo~~

I counted my pay for this holiday already,will earn around $2000 oso,wow!!!yes!!cool mann,i love the feeling of earning money,but still worried sick that those clothes we have to pay,damn bo hua lorh!Yesterday sales damn lousy,$900+ onli,shall buck up tonite,cos working for extended hrs..wish me good luck!

Xinyu is a damn innocent and naive gal,same age yet the standard of thinking is different,i could say she is a harmless person to get along wid,i feel 100% secure with her,i can understand wat she is feeling at any point of a time,but sad to say,she is sensitive..to be my friend,u got to learn how to be humorus,cos i tend to do stupid stuff to entertain myself and to make ppl around me happy(=,thus xinyu,u got to learn how to take things not so seriously when u are wid me,trust me..kay?!and i noe last nite u have sent 6 messages to me,dun worry!I always treat u as my good friend and u will always be..okay?dun worry,no one cares bout u,but i do,but if one day someone wans to kill u,i say first arh,i will not help u cover..cos i am scared too!!!hahaha,unless is someone tat is super duper important to me,then i may consider abit,as u noe?HUMAN IS SELFISH..(=smile

happiness rate:2/10(damn irritated,when i shouldnt be)

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These few days i have the habit of blogging one in the morning and one at the end of the day,duno y..maybe too much time already,tat's y!hahaz,lame-.-"

okay,get down to serious job today,have to work,and will be going off soon in 10min time!Flu has improved greatly with medication,but no more medicine liao,scared in the afternoon time,the flu will come back,then i dunno wat to do liao,so i got ready a strepcils-vitamin c,in case i got sick again,this morning wake up decde to do some "stunt"...I got up from bed and decide to skip 1000 times!!!cos i suddenly remmeber wat zi hao ask me to do,lolz..hmm~~quite a good exercise,but but BUT,my body start to ache after my bathe...the side effect is quite fast lehh i realise it!!hahaz,after the leg and nose,now is the leg muscles!!then i realise i din do any warm up before skipping the "skipping marathon"hahaz,serve me rite!

Anyway thanx xinyu for ur care too!I dunno how u got my blog link,but thanx anyway,and i sincerely welcome u to tag at my blog 24/7..hahaz,okie!got to go,and wish all u guys have a wonderful day ahead..Thanx again for those who cares bout my illness(=happiness rate:8/10

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new spect~~!

Time to say goodbye to my naive-ness..
will anyone tell me

senario:If someone put a dagger on my neck,
threatening to kill me,as someone
which is part of my life,like friends?
admirer?or even spouse?
Will u help me by saying that u would wan to replace me to the
"dangerous human being" who wans to kill me?

I doubt so,a nice example which make me think several hours..will i be the one
doing that for my best friend?or even my spouse?!In this world there are no true friend

A very vague significant of friend will mean that she or he will be by ur side
when u are in trouble(small trouble),eg,fall,she/he help u up

But ur life is at stake..will ur friend still help u up?like wat he/she does
when u fell down?The most critical moment always shows the very real feeling
of humans..

I have tasted before,jus like sth which happen 3-4 days ago..bout the paying matter
of the $118.30,is my collague who wrote the receipt but
under my name,but when trouble comes
she does nth,but stand away from me,
away from this matter..Money matters to me
I admit i love money,I love money more than anything
I love and treasure my friendships well
But wat had cost everything to disappear is a word
"TRUST"

Without trust,ppl around u,objects around u are murderes,u will have resistant
towards them..

To my blog readers:what i said is true,i realise that everything is so real
proved and shown

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Fell down today while getting down the bus..whole body fell hard on the ground!OMG!so pain and so malu!!Luckily jus injure,no bleeding..but a bit serious arh,scratches and swollen..hopefully will recover fast after the apply of oilment..FUCK LORH..aciddentally kick until the ledge of the path way there,somemore wearing high heels!leg in bad condition)=

Argh!!Went to lucky plaza with "hate u deep deep" today,a lot of ppl still,nv change despite several months nv go liao..i eat mincepork noodle,seems very big bowl but i eventually finished!haha,then we decided to walk to far east to buy bubble tea,but because of my time limit,we headed back to taka to work again..lolz

Suddenly fall sick,keep on sneezing,spoil my mood of making sales,bo bian,hava to hide myself in the storeroom there to take a nap,fall asleep around half an hour wake up again,scared boss come.If she saw it,i sure die..so die die keep myself awake but at the same time make miracle happens(make my flu gone next moment)..after that finally got abit of energy to walk,but after awhile,enrgy low again..then fever came,my dear suzanna touch my forehead and realise it one..sobz!

Hungry next moment,so ask jobelle to buy bread for me(=then being forced by zi hao to go far east help him buy bubble tea..aiyoo,so far i lazy walk la!haha!pai seh!maybe next time i treat u drink if got chance(=..haha,and as u say la,see how ur mood maybe can buy for me to drink..hahah!!i do morning shift on mon,so i dun mind u look for me then i can bring for my break to drink strawberry ice blended with jelly..hahaz

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playing pool at ceni(= wid kser and cy,after that here comes yewf

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Today damn cui..i dropped my tears in front of the customers and supervisor and team-leader..Ppl who noe me well will noe tat i wun cry unless i cnt take it.Seriously this time round,i cry because i really cnt take it!!This time round is not the lost merchandies anymore,but is the cashier part,i have to compensate half of the price($118.30) with the cashier zi hao..He forgot to key in one more piece of clothes,so both of us have to pay..I really cnt take it anymore,so in total i have to pay $190 already,what the fuck!is not fault at all for this matter at all!



Then carmon scolded me in front of so many ppl y i din check the receipt before passing back to customers..i really stunt!i duno wat to say..wat can i say,i seriously duno wat to say!I am damn furious at tat time liao,extreme high chances of giving her a tight slap on her face!And ths stupid damn it fucking shit taka supervisor Shirley,i din get pay from her,so y she scold me,she should go and scold her staff not me!!I dun wan to ans her question,then she wan to yell at me..i told them how to many numerous time liao le,the one who write write the recepit thingy is not me,is jean,u guys should tok to her not me!!BUt they jus keep nagging in my ears!!!Continously somemore!!!!FUCKER ASSHOLE!!!



Zi hao is my friend oso la,not tat i blame him,but is fuly his fault!then i have to bear the reponsibility wid him?!Taka dun wan to bear so much say la,y use me as an excuse..jus because i am a part-timer like zi hao?THE MANAGEMENT SUX BIG TIME...brainless supervisor and idiot management..



But only solution to solve the problem is to find out the number of the customer using the card number,then me and zi hao have to be the one asking her to come back to make the payment,onli can call once!After the one call made,if she dun wan to come back,we have to bear!Bt when i was bout to dial the number,zi hao say he wans to say one,but the supervisor die die wan me to call immediately..okie lorh,i say!I called the customer and telling her all sorts of rubbish to ask her to come back to made the payment on mon which i am on leave!So zi hao say will sms me once the lady came back to make payment..



FUCK THE TAKA MANAGEMENT AND THE SUPERVISOR!

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The sales is damn good today,i make a total of $2551.highest among all promoters in New York Runway!!yeah!But I seriously dun feel like doing more sales but take care of those mechandies onli..have been cases of missing clothes,already burned my commisions and 3 days pay..i dun wan anything to lose again,so let other promoters do the sales,and i stand there and look after those collyn cutter clothes.Of cos carmon is not happy i am doing that,but this is wat i have to do..if everyone is doing sales and din notice the front line,more clothes being stolen,who will pay?!WE ARE GOING TO PAY AGAIN!!!So someone got to volunteer her sales by taking care of them,Sze ling(boss) has been scolding me why i use my phone..i dun understand y cnt..and i already damn sianz liao..wan to scold go ahead,the onli thing i will still do is stubbornly dun do any sales for the company.Is so easy..scold me more lorh..anyway my pay will be deducted for the loses already ma,so y bother to work so hard?!no use,no difference!

One word:HECK!

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DOTZ,real dotz...2 missing dresses in the shop 2 days in a row,somemore is the same design but different sizes and different colour onli lorh..we have to pay!WTF!MOst of us suspect is the same person,and it always happen when around 5 plus when the customers come in..and all of us are seving!fucking asshole!we have to pay for it,one person at least $170..sianz lorh,my 3 days commision and pay burnt!let me find out who is tat bloody idiot who still those clothes arh,i am going to make sure her boots will be flatten by me..and make sure her hands is rotten!

We are jus part timer,dun play this kind of jokes to us,we cnt afford to play and we have no time to play..Fuck!i really damn pissed by those pplwho steal those clothes..can they slept well?!i doubt so..those idiot bimbos!

In the morning recieve a message from zhi hui,asking me bout work and eaten already not..lolz..u ask me a qn:"are u happy i woo u ans:"seriously i dunno i should be happy or not".I always thought i am a normal gal who doesnt reall deserve any love from any guy..after failure before.Well?u said u will let me feel sth so tat i can accept u?maybe i should say there is nth u can do for this kind of things..i am someone who picks things up easily but seldom will do so,and will not let go of things easily until i really physco myself tat things will not work as i tink..I din mean tat things wun work for us,but i jus feel that we dun noe each other well,so y rush for things?is not the way i wan,is not the way i wish to happen too..hope u understand(=

Being a sensible guy,i tink u will noe wat i mean,take things easily(=especially for relationship..and thanx for telling me how u feel for me and i really appreciate..as usual,i will still prefer to let things goes naturally and slowly..(=

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My favourite oldies..[if you get there before i do]
I read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
and he showed it once to me

He said boy you might not understand
But a long, long time ago
Grandma's daddy didnt like me none
But I loved your grandma so

We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
And this is what it said

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
l meet you when my chores are through
I dont know how long I"ll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then til
I see you again
I'll be loving you, love, me

I read those words just hours before my grandma passed away
In the doorway of a church
Where me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I dont know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then til I see you again
I'll be loving you, love me
Between now and then til I see you again
I'll be loving you, love, me

This few days work damn stress so start to listen to some sentiz,nice and romantic..this song i love most..feel kinda depressed,tat y will go for those songs instead of R&B ones..

Eulisia:Love u deep deep,muakz!
Xin Yu:Miss u deep deep!
Wesley:Hate u deep deep!

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haha..yeah,of cos those stupid spammers are not worth my SWEET scolding oso..since they so bo liao,then i oso bo chap lorh.

Yesterday's sales sux!my sales yesterday is $0.I din customers to buy anything at all..luckily sze ling come to the shop for inspection din scold me lorh,if not i tink i am going to argue to her back again..haha!Last week sales result come out already,I am 2nd!!!TOP PART-TIMER!!lose to the full time one la,but is okie..happy okie liao..

At nite left me and jobelle to tend the shop,we took turns to try the clothes over there,i tried a lot of gowns and is totaly different me lorh,i cnt deny expensive really make someone beautiful..serious!The cutting all these,show women's body wave nicely and hide areas tat are unwanted..took some photos(will be uploaded soon)..20 min more going to set off to work again,this time i really hope i can make a sales of at least $2000+ to cover yesterday's sales,today's sales and the $700+ for last weekly target..STRESS!!!and i really miss the dog,thinking that the owner wanted to sell it off,i am damn sad lorh,dunno y..haiz..

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To:Some stupid spammer(s)-->Dun Dare2 say myname
I dunno who the hell are u la,but the way those spams messages are written,i noe who u R liao..I am not kidding u noe?U dun like me then pls jolly well,get ur butt off my blog,the way u did is seriously not onli childish,but it really shows that ur attitude damn SUX!Even my friends u oso wan to critisize,who u tink u are?!Even if the president,no way he can do tat,so wat make s u tink tat u can?
U dare not say ur name,WHY?!U HUM IZIT?!!u hate me so much,say la!why dun wan to write ur real name in the tag..I am not kidding u noe?Ur behaviour seriously SUX TO THE CORE!!IF U HAVE NTH BETTA TO DO,FUCK OFF TO SOMEWHERE ELSE!!

Some stupid spammers jus wan to get scolded from me,the messages this bloody person tag in my cbox is totally rubbish,and i am supposed is DESMOND KWA!!!Or even ur friends who will help u do tat,u are totally a piece of shit!so hum for wat!Type ur name down la,why so scared!i thought u very braved one?!Totally pissed off by the stupid attitude of those people..dun like me then go away,stay away from my blog,somemore tat one is like dunno which month de post,so the onli person who will get irritated one is u la!no other ppl liao..dun try to test my EQ...Even if not u,must be ur friends to help u watever de la,and i am sure u link to my blog through my sis's blog(=,i can track,dun worry..and with ur "worr",is obvious!!Damn obvious,among ppl among me,onli u will have the habit of writing tat..dun tink i am stupid!If u are so itch butt,jolly well fucked off somewhere else!

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Make a new friend from TP engineering name Zhi Hui..ENCHANTE!!but meeting u outside without looking at ur photo,is like a bit unsecure..u understand?u kept insisting that no need poto oso can meet,but i really wan to do that for the sake of myself.And seriously,i dun have the habit of meeting someone i dun noe at all even though we chatted quite a lot in msn,and we exchange our no all these all that,anyway,some super late reply,apologize to u,cos i am working,cant have my phone 24hr wid me(=

Well?!actually i am quite shock wen u tell me say u dunno how to upload ur photo into the com,so tat yu dun have a photo of urself la,cos ppl around me,all noe how to do tat,i have doubt for u..but being as an "online friend",i thought is okie to jus chat online or jus sms,but meeting outside kinda gave me a sense of insecure-ness,hope u understand..anyway thanx for adding me in msn even though i dunno how u gotten my msn(=

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Something touching i have seen through my email today..my heart melts seriously..

"My mom only had one eye. I hated her...
she was such an embarrassment.
She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me.
I was so embarrassed.
How could she do this to me?
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.

The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom only has one eye!'
I wanted to bury myself.
I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only goanna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?'

My mom did not respond...
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings.
I walked out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.

So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.
Then, I got married.
I bought a house of my own.
I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts,

Then one day, my mother came to visit me.
She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren.
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited.
I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare my children!' GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!'
And to this, my mother quietly answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address,' and she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.

My neighbours said that she died.
I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.
"My dearest son, I think of you all the time.
I'm sorry that I came to your house and scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.
You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.

As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye. With all my love to you, Your mother."

Moral of the story: Always tell someone that you love them because you never know what day will be their last, or your own. Always seek to resolve your problems or disagreements with loved ones because if either of you should pass on before, the one who is left alive will have the rest of their life to ponder those unresolved feelings but will never find closure. And closure usually brings peace...

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Lesson to be learnt:nv laugh at ppl..there will be reputation

Why I said tat?There is one great story ahead..sit back and relax!
Once upon a time,there was this gal named Adeline..walking home with her 2 friends(colleagues) from their workplace to somerset mrt station.In orchard road there is these rows of trees.Of cos there are those bloody birds.While they were talking bout jia min's suayness of getting 2 days of $0,there goes..the bird shit drop on her cardigan..GG mann!!two of the other laugh like hell along the way..Then here they goes,laughing all the way until we seperate ourshelves home.Saw each other the next day(today),still laughing!!

Everything went on smoothly until 6.30pm this gal adeline,walked to somerset mrt herself,and smell this vomitting smell on her clothes.Upon seeing her white shirt,saw this yellowish and whitish thingy,OMG!!BIRD SHIT!!And this particular gal actually scolded:"Fucking asshole" in the public..and wore a jacket despite the hot weather...this is call bo bian!!

And this suay gal is me!!The result of laughing at ppl lorh,good game..

Other than tat,this week isa very tedious one la,have to work 7 days this week,very very tired!!I still have $2000 de weekly target to hit before hitting my $7811!!!2 more days for me to chiong arh..very stress lorh..woo~~but wat to do?this is work!!

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yesterday was a disastrous day basically,sales everyday has been dropping dunno like wat.

1st day:$4000+
2nd day:$3000+
3rd day(yesterday):$2000+

Like tat die lorh,the heartless boss sure scold us like hell one lorh when she come for her next "visit" to the shop.And yesterday sze ling put me wid 2 other part timers,i oso scared lehh,if 3 of us dunno how?!but luckliy yesterday stock check and cutting stock,we done a good job(=nth goes wrong..haha..

{most amusing part for yesterday}
I was serving one customer,she wear this certain piece of clothes which is strapless..the part where her boobs are,is absolutely okie,perfectly pretty on her,but she complained that the back part is loose,so i tried ways to help her adjust it in a way that she can wear it comfortably.So it turns out that she actually the dress with a cross black strap bra..being a busy and careless gal,i din take notice that it is actually her bra strap cos the material is exactly the same as the dress she was trying!u noe wat?!To ensure that the back of the dress wun "drop",i adjusted her bra strap,happily thinking that the bra strap is part of the dress!!!OMG OMG..jia min was standing beside me and she din realise is her inside rather than anything else..i somemore go and adjust both side of her bra strap,she din say anything to stop me or watsoever!just let me continue!until i was like nearly pulling the strap damn high,then she told me softly:"this is my inside(smiling at me)"OMG WTF!!susanna heard tat,all of us in the shop laugh like hell..this really became the laughter of the day until the end if the day,closing time,me and jia min walk out of taka,we still can laugh at it man..luckily the customer laugh wid us,cos she found it damn humorous oso..hahaha

Making a sales of around $700 yesterday,and recieving results,well?!When i recieve my results,It totally screwed my day up,no mood to do anymore sales,no mood to do role play wih jia min which the nosy boss call me to do with her,so that she will noe exactly how to make a sale after 2 days of "eating $0" for her..but at least i got teach her some tips on how to provide better services and the way to not to follow customers at the back but actually u are..sounds chim,but is easy..(=..aiya!my results basically sux to the core,maybe i really made a wrong choice to study this DIP of IT,is not my cup of tea at all.I thought i can cope but it turns out tat it doesnt work on me at all!I can cope,but the results doesnt show at all..FUCKING ASSHOLE!!luckily the 2 cds let me pass arh,if not i dun wan to take 2 cds next sem already,so stress especially the role play the listening test and the wat bloody wrinting test,is like wrinting one foreign language which u have learnt only 1 month..super damn stress arh..

**dun take 2 languages cds tgt,u will have nth but REGRETS**
(those who java pro one,maybe u can la,but for me,i am struggling 4 damn difficult subjects in 4 months,the tragic 4 months!!)
miie and susanna(=











miie and jia min(=

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hmm~~yesterday work sux like hell until i dunno how to say,but the world is so small mann.Coz our shop has its own taka counter situated there,so is like everyday will be 2 taka cashiers to help us with the payment for customers.And this guy..i saw him like very familiar,wanted to ask him wat sch,cos like from my sec sch one,and know which class he is from,but dun dare to ask at first...

So is like i saw him so free doing this part time cashier,so kpo go ask him how he got this job,next holiday i am going to apply for this kind of job..haha.And he said taka level 10..i remember going there for interview before,but the person-in-charge was at oversea,so the man said will call us when she come back,bloody hell!!NV Call at all..wth!anyway is okie la,cos by the time i tink i already gotten job liao..and i began to ask him:

me:u from orchid park sec sch?!
him:HUH?!how u noe?!(eyes super big and stare at me)
me:cos i find u familiar ma,so ask lorh
him:u oso meh?!how come din see u before..
me:o,i sec 4 graduate..ya..haha

from then on,we chatted quite a lot la..haha,the world is so small..yesterday target:underhit..$500 plus nia...shit man,today must jia you liao..if not weekly target sure cnt hit one..stress Thus,contracted to fever,but bo bian,cnt take leave or mc,if not my $30 dollars fly away..

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This few days no time to even touch computer at all..working at wee hour on sunday..then din sleep enough,mon still have to wake up so early for my work again.First day is always stress de la,somemore work under Sze Ling worse lorh,she will pressure u like mad,make sure in ur mind all are money,and she actually gave everyone a personal target to hit mann!!For this week ,i am suppose to make a sales of $7810!!!!siao arh!!is she mad?!i tink she is..but i tink she thinks i am good in sales,haha.She assigned me as a part-time sales leader in this 3 weeks assignment..wow!!sounds cool and my pay is different from them la..so i tink i will really wan to chiong my target to get my commission..2nd week,target to hit is slightly lower la,cos din work everyday like this week like tat,but the target is still high,$6500..die liao,really will die..

make some new friends,siti!very nice gal,first day of work,"eh,adeline..i dun feel like working here anymore,very suffocating..."hahahahaha!!Okie.siti,working here is like this,is quite relax actually comapred to the previous one which i work in Theory,really into seeling clothes,cnt even breath at all!!every morning is a horror,thinking the sales how to break..very stress!!It's not like working in Zara and topshop this kind la,so bo chap one..RELAX MANN SITI!!maybe if i cant see u today,means i noe sth worng liao la,anyway take care whenever u go(=

noe another one,forget the name,asking me wat sec sch,then we realise that she noe who is alex ho jian wei!!haha,talking bout alex,hm~~we very funni la,in sec sch we two share one table for no reason de la,so is like he one day write on the book:"I love you"haha..then i was like.."huh?!"then he stare at me and laugh,Mr pang saw it.."Alex,move back to ur seat"hahahahaa,then next time he sit beside me again,this time he write:"I love u,sister"haha..and from then on we keep other ppl say we love each other...hahaha..omg..this is alex ho jian wei,until now i suppose u are stil like tat?!haha

well?!last nite,3 teenagers take over the shop for closing shift..8pm start to stock check when 9.30pm then close the shop!!WAKAKAA!!!we thought we could do it fast and u noe?!try the clothes..shhh...haha,cos we cnt afford,wear before oso happy(=but ended up we have spent the entire 1hr 30 min to check,got extra clothes lorh!!so funni!!instead of 988 we have 1003..haha..omg!!!nvm,so tired liao,so jus go off..wait for the morning shift ppl to count again norh..lolz

few more hours time,got to get ready for work again,hope my result daily can hit again for today(=yesterday hit the avearge,hope so apply for today too..(this is the stress working in high boutique,everyday think of hitting target,cos no target no commision)wan commision?HIT TARGET LA!!sze ling always say one..

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[Saturday a BORING day..]
From morning rot at home until afternoon nth to do,read storybook,the super bloody thick one..1200 pages storybook..very sianz,untl afternoon then start to use com,suddenly remember kser tat day ask me to play wahjiong wid him,so since got nth to do,i go make an acc to play,haha..quite fun la,playing wid those ppl,i play the "sweat" version one(most difficult one)..i won twice!!plus i realise that tobi quite lousy mann,hahabut at least he got win once..haha..i also dunno how he win one,maybe just by luck and random onli la..haha!!!

Then at nite when to have dinner at my father's company there de nearby coffeeshop restaurant..last time very nice but now the food sux like hell lorh,first time we have so much left over..and the bloody fish got the blody smell,and the salt no need money one,so salty!!eeyer!!The egg worse,nv cooked at all one,still got the egg white can be seen not cooked properly one..bloody hell..

After that went to seletar reservoir to brisk walk a bit here and there..there I realise,singapore governemnt always say singapore is "clean and green"PUI!!whole pile of rubbish in the sea,because the tide go down yesterday so can see those rubbish thrown into the sea..singapore clean and green?!i doubt so lorh..okie,enough of complaining,going to watch My Girl..so nice and touching,Zhou You lin and Zheng GongCan..haha

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[A brand new start with a fresh piece of mind]
well done~~..i have done a good & clean job by clarifying stuff well enough to let both parties have a satisfy conclusion..of cos,there will be sadness,there will be tears,but wat is more important is the friendship is still there,and wat we can assure is it will always be there..well?!I guess u have said sth tat hasnt strike in my mind at all.Friends = forever,RS = cnt be forever,it's true(=..but i nv thought that the ending will be this way,i always have the thinking that maybe a "no" maybe some kind of very scary one..so when he was bout to continue to say some more,i actuclly:"no,wait.."haha(the reason behind:i am scared to noe more bout the truth..i scared to face the reality..)but wat is done have been done,wat have said have been said,there is nth i can do to make things all over again,but at least things din get worse as i have thought,yeah~and that dog indeed make a good ending to our conversion..haha,i hope i can get back to the track and continue my days like before..which i always do and i will do so right now(=
(Ganbetta!!)

As usual,get on wid my life,early morning went to sch to meet sze ling to get my work schedule,omg DAMN PACK!!i dunno how i am going to survive through this month mann,and the bloody uniform she gave me,nv once Pattern concepts de uniform i like de la,so it's not so shocking..after that,reac home around 11 am like tat,feel like sleeping la,but cnt ehh,have to wait for call to attend a briefing..ended up is at 5.30pm at taka..maybe the entire thing will end at 8 plus ba,by the time i reach home should be 10pm already lorh..dinner skip again..woo~sianz lorh,left tomoro for me to hang out wid friends,saturday have to do sth else,and sunday start work at 10.30pm to 1.30am midnite lehh!!!Free transport home..siao arh..woo~~kk..shall stop complaining and go for briefing soon..haiz

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Early in the morning wake up today,have to get prepared for my interview at The Executive(very very high boutique shop)a bit kind of scared..so scared if i cnt find any job how?so wait for my mother to came back from maket wid the strait times.From there,i do the intensive calling again..make 2 more apptmt from there..arrange the same day,and 10am,i went out of the hse to take the long long distance bus to suntec...

reach suntec bout 11.14am,thougth i will be late but luckily no lorh,heng arh!!went rond and round the level one just to look for that shop..saw #01-020 but no such shop unit as #01-021..tu lan liao,stupid unitl go and ask an ang mo for direction,expected:"o,sorry i can't help..i am not local yeah...?!"then i was like gave him a stunt expression and thanx him anyway..haha,but walking two steps,saw the reflection on the opp shop:"The Excutive"haha,finally,went in and fill up the 5 pages application form..wa!!siao lorh,but luckily i pass the first round of interview,second round tomoro can pass means everything will be fine..(=

after that,went to orchard recruit express to look for job,then back to chinatown there,to look for another..travel the whole day on the bus lorh.din eat lunch,cos i walk walk walk until i forget everything bout food...but on the way to chinatown,Sze ling(my previous boss),called me to say to hire me!!yeah!!9th march first day,where there are set up to be done..weird timing(10.30pm to 1.30am)midnite,must go..siao liao..no neeed to slp lorh like tat..but the pay and commision arh,earn like mad one lorh this job..so i willing la...tomoro go meet her for schedule all hose stuff then take a walk at IT show then go takashimaya for briefing..until nite time again...

Today seems to be the only days left for me to come home so early as in before the nite comes in,i already at home liao..haha,I tink i should apologize to the The Executive..cos i am going to put aeroplane for tomoro's interview..sorry!!!

Apart from that,i tink arh,making this kind of move is a wasted move,the more time u take the more scared i am u noe?wat u tink,u jus tell me,wat u afraid of ,u jus tell me..we can think of a solution tgt..doesnt matter..if u think other wise,then jus say:"friends forever" lorh,at least we can still be like before..i scared those days and i really scared those days will appear in my life again.."tong wen chuan" illness,make me scared like hell forever,so i always lose confident in RS,now after so many encouragement,i took the first step but it seems that the ans given will be another kind of phobia i will get..but nvm la,watever it is,to do those stuff,means i have prepared for the worse,but nth is worse than friends oso cnt be...so tell me asap kay?dun drag..only make me scared and make u think until white hair grows..jus tell me wat u think..i am a happy go lucky person,dun worry(=sms la i tink...will be betta

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hmm,job hunting day..i realise that i learnt my lesson already,next time if the person dun wan to tell me my pay i wun go for the interview at all..it's a waste of my time yesterday lorh,me and jamie.We went to cityhall,where the peninsula plaza is,then we look for the unit,if it is not raining uh,maybe it will be much more convenient,but the problem is the rain is heavier than any other day..is like have to cross the road somemore!!So bo bian,me and jamie,shared my umbrella and we crossed the bloody seriously flooded road...and when we successfully croosed te bloody road,both of us were seriously drencehed half side each..haha!!!

Climax:we go there realise the shop is like a very "au da au da" shop,and we saw few teenagers boys seeling shoes oso,and we noe wat happen already..haha,so we made our way back to the mrt station again,and head to orchard where te recruit express is..

Then we went in and sign the bloody long leh jey form,in the end,jamie actually cnt apply cos she s not sigaporean or PR at all..waste of her time..so i am the only one called in for interview,surprisingly,after 30 min or so,i recieve a call!!yes a jjob for me!!!....but must go for job interview immediaately...but we are rushing back to sch meeting...so got to let go of this and ask him to help me look for another one..haiz...

In my entire life,wat i have done today is the most couragous things i have done ever...first time and i hope it will be successful(=,but of cos i have prepared for the worse oso..jus in case everything goes wrong...anyway,good luck to myself for my "couragous thing" and my job interview(=

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(cute rite?the pink color one is my sis one,the brownie one is mine!)


Haiz,today wake up at 8 plus,the mood when i woke up is like "sianz,a brand new day"..no more exam means nth to study and nth to do anymore..so went to have a bathe and went out to buy strait time,to look for jobs.Damn it lorh,i called so many,3 out of 4 wanted above 21 years old,if not it will be like
the person:How old are you?
me:o,18 this year
the person:when is your birthday?
me:july
the person:o,in that case,so sorry,we might not accept you..
FUCK!!!I was like :"huh?!like tat oso can arh..". WAt is this mann,the world is so unfair,see u nderage,then reject liao,omg..luckily i call until one company,hmm,lucky sia!!!Finally got one company wants me liao..haha,actually i can work in a car company,but i tink the pay too low but he commision is quite high..but cos of the basic salary too low,i dun wan..the one i'm going for this mon is selling those high boutiques items oso..now i have 2 sales job in high boutiques company!!jus have to see which one is better paid then i will go which one...haha

Maggie mee as my lunch today,sianz lehh,then no one at home,nth to do..rotting at home now lorh..argh!!!(hate tat feeling)

Monday's plan3/03/08 plan
1.45pm:meet frenzy for work interview at cityhall
2.45pm:head back to orchard to go recruit express for more jobs
4.30pm:Reach tampines,look for kelly services for more jobs
5.15pm: everything will be done,so go shop shop awhile(=
6.05pm:head back to sch for oltc meeting
8.15pm:home sweet home
the plan so far,cos is like 3 person going for this job interview so must plan properly..(=

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(chicken ole baked rice--pizza hut)

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Me?Adeline!Tp IT student..
& yupz 25/7/90 is my first cry(=
Love SweetHeart Cries U&miie

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