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♥ Friday, February 29, 2008

6:07 AM

wapangoi!!!!very tu lan lorh wid the ip address all those..wat BOOTP wat crap is that?!Seeing all those arh,i stunt lehh,staying at jamie's hse the entire day,and we watch princes hours in the morning..until around 11.30am we decided to setle down and get on to understand how to do the correct calculation of the IP address..sianz norh...luckily got ben lee help us..lolz..Even though i understand tat teaching online is damn difficult la,but we are jus too smart to understand fully jus online itself..hahahha!!!!

In the afternoon eat chicken rice..jamie's maid bought home for us,then we eat..when i am almost finished,jamie's cousin pour her cup of water on me!!!i am stunt!!!!then she put the cup on the table and walked away..hahah,luckily i din get too wet la,us my jeans a bit wet only,but my chicken rice become water chicken rice..hahaz,but nvm la,her cousin like tat,understandable..(=is okie!

Both of us study until like 2pm like tat,then damn sianz liao..so we decided to make our way to TM to look for perlini silver shop..hahaz,for triana's birthday,then will go home earlier to rest first then study for tomoro morning DCNK...i now typing this blog oso wan to doze off that pattern already.Last nite trying to get to sleep at 10pm,but until 1am like tat still cnt get to sleep,so get up to listen to some music while getting back to sleep,around like 2.15am like tat,finally felt sleepy,so i off the music and slept,6.15am,alarm clock rings(my sister one).I oso follow her wake up,but i nua here nua there a bit until there is no one else in the hse then i slowly drag myself out from my cozy bed,as usual,go online a while then bathe then do abit of dancing,play piano,then set off to jamie's hse for today..hope so tomoro the paper will be a manageable one for me..sianz argh!!!

(on the way to tm saw 2 dead birds..sobz sobz..sad mann...this one is taken on the traffic light there,the other is at the path there..dunno y so many birds die):...

around 4 plus,jamie walked wid me to the bus stop to take 39,and there we saw the pervert again..he sit beside jamie,cos jamie took the middle seat!!we cnt take it already,so walked away lorh,but u noe wat?!the man follow us again!!to sit behind us at the bus stop there..omg!!!so scary,bus 28 come..the bus stop is cleared..bo bian,both of us din care wat bus at all,jus take the bus..heng arh,one stop later we drop down,from there i take 39 and jamie walked home..whew!!what a close shave today..the stupid pervert..2 times in a row follow us like tat already lehh..eeyer!!!!

♥ Thursday, February 28, 2008

6:55 AM

I wake up at 6.40am today,dunno y,cnt get to slp last nite..so onli sleep like 4-5 hrs last nite onli la..yesterday went to jamie's hse watch the philippines channel where singing and hip hop dancing comes in..wow!!!i saw those guys and those prefessional dancers dancing the hip hop..i wan to dance oso(=so this morning i went to pick my own hip hop songs and try dancing in front of the mirror..before that i have to do the basic warm up,omg!!my flexibilty drop already,last time still can do split now arh,still left around 4-5 cm to go..so i will continue to strengthen my flexibilty from today onwards..after the full 20min of warm-up,i got down to chorograph some dance steps first..few few steps have come out already,but the timing wise i a bit slow la,the bit very fast,i couldnt catch up..but i will make sure the stes will be brush up in no time..haha!can ask my cousin for help oso,she learn dancing oso ma...but only one in the P.E.A din have dance foundation is my sis only..so we sometime teach her some dance steps,whether is hip hop dance steps or ballet dance steps she cant do!!she jus look weird with all the actions especially when coming to those gentle dance steps..both of us can but not her..haha,maybe she dun hav the gene of dancing...dance until 8 like tat...have to go bathe liao..prepare for the plan in the afternoon,ben lee going to teach me and jamie IP address!!!

Anyway i promise myself to continue wat i am today,evn though wat happen to me those days in the past,i wan to be wat i am always,not the one that sulk her face everyday..(=another thing,i have successfully compose another song:can you feel the love tonight..yeah!!!onli a bit of the front part and the entire of chorus..haha

[10am]

went to jamie hse and saw dora..haha,do some colouring and then both of us walked to sch,then decided to eat kfc for lunch and breakfast as one..eat the $5 meal,the chicken meal,(got photo taken..will upload soon)...we eat finish lorh..surprisingly..hahaz,then we made our way back to sch to print sth,then take bus to bedok to buy nail cutter then set off to ben lee's hse,bloddy hell,we walk to and fro from bus queue no 17 to 38 lorh,haha,i thouhgt is block 4,but is block 40 instead,ask the uncle bus 17 got go to block 4 not,he stunt!!!haha,me and jamie oso stunt lorh,he say and say and say but we dun even hear him at all..haha..then both of us jus nod & nod&nod...HAHA...aiyo!!!then we make our way back to queue 38 again...nvm lorh,at least we got the correct bus...

remember that ben lee say if see the green building then opp is his hse liao..we overloaded until singapore expo..haha..the stupid ben lee if reply faster then no such things will happen already wat...hahahaha,then i call ben lee ask how to go his hse again,we are lost!!then ben lee say must go to the opp to take bus 38 again..haha,then we cross the road again,while waiting for bus,i teach jamie how to speak chinese,she damn funny lorh,forty cents in chinese is (si mao),the way she say arh,becomes(si mao = dead cat)..hahaz..omg!!!i laugh until like hell lorh,then seventy cent(qi mao)..she say until(ji mao = chicken feather)..hahahhahaz,laugh like hell again..aiyo!!!haha,when i type this blog arh,i oso laughing to myself lorh..haha,okie..shall stop here for today,will remember to upload the photo by tonight..haha)

♥ Wednesday, February 27, 2008

11:35 AM

Today's oopg i am quite quite confident tat maybe i onli will deduct 16 marks nia..hmm,worse senario la..actually got confident one lorh,someone the mouth hoh,so suay lorh,come out from the exam hall,first thing saw me(tap me):"wa,fail liao lorh.."BLOODY HELL!!!curse me mann,i can get at least a B??cos of the assignment all these and term test result combine might pull down the overall..hmm..

Went to jamie's hse today for lunch,we two gao dim our own lunch lorh,haha,nice mann,like those young couple having meal tgt in a small cozy hse..so sweet!!!

After tat suppose to meet yewf la,but that stupid mother of mine arh,so tu lan wid her lorh,there is no way i can stop her nonsense at all mann,SHE IS SUPER RIDICULOUS!!!luckily go home arh,she din say anything,if not i am going to argue back already,she has a LKK thinking lorh..ASSHOLE!!!

After exam went to TM to see any watch nice not..saw one $145 one,nice lehh,but i stil prefer the $199 one..my parents buying for me, so tat i wun change watch so often anymore...go TM wanting to look for perlini shop bt dunno where lehh,wanted to buy tri's birthdae present there..then saw someone's mummy..haha,regarding the friday's outing arh,he finally going!!!!yeah!!!mama chu ma guo ran you hen da de zhuo yong..haha.. (=hahahahahha

[1 hr plus later]
dunno wat to do,i have no means to force anybody to go anywhere if he dun wan to..i jus wan everyone to enjoy..at least for the time we are as a grp,everything planned are screwed up..i am disheartened..dunno how to react,this is not me,i dun wan to see myself in confusion,especially now..

♥ Monday, February 25, 2008

11:32 PM

continue from yesterday's post
well well,yesterday was an excited and funny plus tired day,the Ah Long pte Ltd is damn funni lorh,but i tink is a bit of sianz lehh,is only the mark lee tat is humorous la,haha,my parents complain tat in the entire cinema the loudest laughter is me and my sis lorh,but mostly is me la...haha..aiyo!!!so malu lorh..hehe,before that my mother was like complaining so much tat i also cnt take it,from morning complain unitl after the movie...cos i went for the internet booking,so need $1 booking fee,she so damn angry lorh,for wasting the $1 somemore using credit card!!and my dad has the tendancy to produce the cheque late la,becos of the stupid secretary of his...slap her face arh,late payment have to pay more lorh,u tink my fathe rich arh!!!omg..

hmm,now i become stylist liao le..my dear frend need my help to make him look betta,in case he was critisiced by other gal again..to boost his confidence again,i told him to make an effort cut his hair but leave the side burn dun cut so tat his head wun look so big...and asked him to change his spec...so tomoro after the exam,i am going to tm wid him to look for spec..and teach him how to style his new designed hair style...but i dunno how i am going to help him!!!Is kind of weird so i ask him maybe u should go for another guy tat always style his hair one,but i go wid him la,he said dun wan!!!(pai seh)haha..alrite!!!since u are so p.s then is okie,i shall see wat i should do next..lolz

Is a brand new day,and i am going to watch finish my gong zhu xiao mei by today!by at the mean time i am going to study a bit of java la,if not arh,i tink flung like crazy one..haha...these few days have been looking for those few months ago chi songs to listen and those eng songs to listen too..dunno why,i jus find them nicer and nicer(=hmm,now listening to Tank--fei ni mo shu & juan shu tian shi..hopefully this fri will replace wat i have been missing for as these few days cant really enjoy much..anyway looking for a new phone now,currently targeting on sumsung 450i,any recommendation can tell me(=

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12:10 AM

sianz liao lorh,i tink i am going to jump down the building first even before the oopg exam le,no need for all the wat promise al those,i jump down myself first..JAVA lehh!!i totally CUI LE LA...nvm la,die jiu die la..sianz liao..

still have one more day and tomoro is still monday!!!quickly get over and done with la..so dragggy the bloody sch...

Apart from this matter,i realise tat some guys arh,u ask them to go for an outing arh,oso so difficult one lehh,"no money la"(their explanation if not going)..aiyo!!!i treat le ma,nvm leh,i ask my dad to sponser,okie..he okie wid it,then hoh i tell that person:"nvm,my dad sponser our movie and lunch",he say"o"..."no,how can u use ur father's money.."argh!!!wa!!!i nv met this kind of person before lehh,seriously not mann,u dun spend his money arh,he will oso spend all on that 4D la and the toto la and buy cigarettes la,smoke until he suang tat kind one lorh,is the same!!come la,can u pls go on fri???pls pls pls???!!!!(=aiyo...i really dunno wat to do or say liao..

Later in the afternoon going to watch Ah Long private limited with my family(=actually wanted to watch last week,but my dad very tired so we din watch lorh,i went to book online for te ticket yesterday nite lorh!yeah!!!okie,shall bath now and prepare for it,after the movie we going to go bedok temple and after tat dinner at bedok as well(=

♥ Sunday, February 24, 2008

7:13 AM

sianz arh,today have to get on to java liao..even though got big tips,but it seems at it is still so difficult for me lorh,the big prob is i dunno wat i dunno!!

jus came back from north point,bought two items,while doing some shopping,i realise that what i wan to upgrade din upgrade,bloody hell,so hav to spend $49.90 to downgrade it,bo bian,bloody hell!!!so frustrated,meddle with 20 over sample,finally found one..

have the idea of changing another spec,so went to take a look,wanted to buy,but next month got a new stock,so wait lorh,next week jiu next month le ma..so i next weeek go see again,if nice then buy..before going off,i bought contact lens,then went to eat laksa,very nice!!!not spicy la,so still okie..seeing tat so many ppl have beatiful long hair,i was so jealoous,so i was told to go and have my hair reborn,either wait for it to grow longer then reborn,or reborn next week,see how la..

♥ Friday, February 22, 2008

11:42 PM

haiz,later in 6 hrs time,cmath paper..i slept very early yesterday cos very tired after redo-ing all the revision papers one more time,how i wish all the qn will be like wat i have done yesterday,then i can have a high chance to aim for a Z?dunno..might be la,later still have to go sch early..hmm,these few days everything seems to be so funny..i jus dunno how to say la..

One friend of mine ask me:"You said our class boys all like shit rite?U shouldnt said that in front of them,will offend them. Anyway tell me honestly.Like shit includes me also right? Don't worry bout hurting my feelings. I just want an honest ans.."hmm,after thinking for a moment,i think wat he said is true,but i din say tat,i only tell him tat since he ask me ma,okay,back to the qn,then i reply:"u are basically okie la,but jus need to spike ur hair and look nicer a bit?then u will be the better one that can be seen already,in our class so far only one can be seen only la.."
there he goes:"okie,then tell me what to do to make myself...average?"...LOLZ,maybe u should change a bit of ur dreesing style?and go more gym,maybe that will make u betta looking?ya,most probably la..is so funni when u ask me this qn..is not u..lolz

Gong zhu xiao mei ep10-part4,pending to watch,desire to watch,but cnt watch liao,after 4.30pm today, have to chiong my oopg!FUCKER IDIOT!!!!!i hate java but wat i wan is just to do my best for this time round..I wan my java to be at least a B...at least a B very difficult meh?okie..shall stop here for today and go back to prepare for my cmath later..sianz,1 pathetic subj prepare for 4 entire days,make me sick!!Somemore with all those "difficult" task to establish..haiz,hopefully everthing will be going smoothly as wat i wan..haiz..to console myself,i give myself a great big HUG..i wan to burst already..

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6:07 AM

lolz,i forget to post this matter..lolz,the day before yesterday i counted my ang bao money,walau!!the least among the 17yrs..only $74 nia..haven include the money my parents gave la..just those relatives gave de only got such small amt..lolz,who ask me go oversea this year for cny?..haha

This morning went to his hse to pass him the paper,din expect to see anyone jus wan to slide the paper into his hse nia,but hoh,din expect to see his mama outside the hse burning the jin zi..so greeted his mama and once again forget to wish his mama happy chinese new year again..lolz,so ask him to tell his mama on behalf,hmm,actually i dun wan to return him the paper one,but hoh,seeing at his laziness + the standard in his math hoh,i tink i have to give him back the paper la,if not he din get good results how?LMAO..

After tat went to sch to watch the gong zhu xiao mei again,continue form yesteday,very nice loh ..i cried lorh,so touching until i cried for the entire 15min..lolz,luckily no one in sch tat time..hahaz..got la,but only a few ppl behind me onli..lolz

in the afternoon around 12pm,i went to jamie's hse to have lunch wid her grandma and the dora..lolz,so nice!the philippines cooking style,very symptous..haha..i eat until got chiili i dunno lehh,i thought is vegetable!!!is GREEN CHIILI!!!aiyo!!!so hot!!!see la!!greedy lorh,the result of taking and not looking but continue to put inside the mouth,hahaz..

okie,now going to teach jamie and myself cmaths!!"mugging" with cmath..lolz..

♥ Thursday, February 21, 2008

11:54 AM

yeah!this photo is i take one then tri help me edit one..so nice!!thanx tri(=lolz,anyway today have the 3hrs cmath "marathon"..wa!!first hr is the permutation and combination,second hr is the binomial,last hr is the AP and GP thingy..everythin is okie for me so far..qn given i mostly noe how to do by myself,but weakest topic among the 3 tested is permuation and combination..hmm,guess so i msut brush up before fri comes!!woo!!

But luckily the three hrs got one person "entertain" me..aiyo,i nv seen someone so clever at suaning me one lehh,serious u noe?this is my first time..!haha..i have a bet wid him,if my oopg din do as well as i promise arh,i promise i will jump down the building..if i did it how?wat u going to do to me(but if cos i wun be so TOOPID la,really jump down the building,"Rules does not apply to you","promise are meant to be broken for me"(= )haha..cool rite?neh,but i wil try my very best to get ver high marks for java this time cos i got the big tips given by yuan..hope it can work(=haha

After that as usual,stay in sch for awhile to wiat foe yewf to come and meet us..for lunch tgt,so bloody slow lorh him..aiyo!until i can eat one cow and one pig already..hahaz,yewf become fatter mann!!fatter 4kg more,maybe the food in MI is very nice?hahaz..while waiting i watch the gong zhu xiao mei..i watch until ep8 liao..woo!so nice..how i wish the ending will happen to me..haiz..lolz,am i thkning too much?dunno..the day is coming and i am scared..see how first..hehe

now going to get down to my work liao..i am actually redoing all the math revision papers..hahaz..lolz

好想好想--Gu zui ji(listen to it(= is located in my one of my blog's track)

好想好想和你在一起 (I wish I hope to be with u)
和你一起数天上的星星 (to count the stars in the sky)
收集春天的细雨 (collect all the authum rain)
好想好想和你在一起 (I wish i hope to be with u)
听你诉说古老的故事 (listen to u telling me the old story)
细数你眼中的情意(knowing the things u wan to tell me)

好想好想好想好想 (how i wish how i hope)
好想好想和你在一起 (i wish i hope to be with u)
踏遍万水千山 (walk through mountains)
走遍海角天涯 (walk through hills)
让每一个日子都串连成 (to make eveyday as one)
我们最美丽最美丽的回忆 (our most memorable moment)

好想好想和你在一起 (i wish i hope to be with you)
并肩看天边的落日 (lie beside u to see the dawn)
并肩听林间的鸟语. (lie beside u to hear the bird chirping)
喔...end

♥ Wednesday, February 20, 2008

7:46 AM

lolz,nowadays no time to play piano and come out wid my own songs,so have to depend on scores to play those songs,the latest one i have gotten is this"BU neng shuo de mi mi" de soundtrack...the one where jay is playing the piano when the building is going to be crushed down the song..lolz,now can only play until the part where the climax is at where the right hand play one bar and the left hand have to go to the treble and bass clef there,wow!!!IS TEDIOUS!!have to play a ot of time to get the tone right and of cos the tempo..very important,lolz..

Today stay in sch waitig for the "tomodachi wa baka desu yo!" to come to sch,is like dunno late how mnay hours then reach sch lor,wan to hit is butt arh,while waiting i watch gong zhu xiao mei..is so damn nice,i watch it from youtube la but is still not bad the quality of the show,overal i enjoy the show very much..stil have 8 more long eps to catch,shall catch it tomoro(=But thinking tat cmath coming arh,i kind of scare lorh,but thinking tat the taiwan show so nice arh,i still watch..hahaz..nvm la,fri is the test,now still tue nia,still early(= not to worry..hahaz

But last night i have done 2 main exam paper liao,within like 3 hrs,so i think is okie la for me,i noe how to do la,quite sure can get high marks if no diff qn come out tat day lorh..lolz,kk,now must get down to revising cmath liao..hmmm,sianz):

♥ Tuesday, February 19, 2008

3:29 AM

Emo picts..taken this morning

Thinking this friday is going to be the cmath exam,i kindda scare lehh,i always wanted to aim for a "Z" for cmath lorh,but always always get only a "A" nia,however hard i study,this really discourage me to continue aim high not onli for cmath but the other subjcts as well,now in sch trying to get down to revising cmath,but hoh,with the uncle keep on push the trolley hoh,VERY NOISY LEHH!!!FAN ARG!!!Now i want to look for a Airbag and punch it as man times as possible and as HARD AS POSSIBLE!!!!!!..or if someone is willing to my punch bag rite i will be more than happy to let u be my punch bag(=even in msn i can also treat u as punch bag by telling you those stupid things that are hindering me now..a lot a lot!!!Exam is coming yet at this moment,the more i feel scared,i have one more big challenge to overcome after exam,the real big one..that one really give me stress.I am trying hard not to think too much but is just too impossible to not think so much...

But after chatting with ah kai tat day,i told him bout the challenge i am going to conquer after the exam,but he suggested tat i must wait,wat is urs will always be urs,jus wait an if the thing is urs it will eventually be urs forever..(=thanQ ah kai..and thank for praising me..i indeed very happy mann,nv once got anyone tell me those things u had told me tat day.hahahz

This morning,i recieve a message from the IDIOT DESMOND KWA!!!!CAN U PLS STOP SMS ME?!U ARE SUCH AN IRRITATING FREAKING ASSHOLE...FUCKING PEST!!!U have been "accidentally" sms the wrong for u noe how long?is like since last year august?is like i already very patient thinking that maybe u jus purely accidentally sms the wrong person but its been how mnay months liao,u are still doing tat,i deleted away ur number but hoh,it seems that my brain still remember that bloody number is urs leh...stop disturbing me okie?!i am older than u one yr old,u dun mind to be wid someone older than u but i mind,understand?!How many times must i tell u this tat i mind,and i dun love you okie?!stop sms me and if so happen u sms me again..same thing i wun reply you,i will still treat it as some nuisance sending the wrong person again..okie?!!!

♥ Monday, February 18, 2008

1:16 PM

jus now went to bai nian wid at my father's side there..get only 2 ang baos nia..so pathetic lorh,this year my angbao arh,like tat cont arh like only 12 only lehh..plus my parents one i tink only 14 lorh,so less,the least out of the 17 years of cny,haiz...

Today i wear the black stocking le!!wa..is very warm lorh,once i reach home arh,i took it off arh,wa!!the feeling is like:"finally mann,i can feel the breeze!!!"haha..ya,is really damn hot lorh..aiyo..

Yesterday night sleep very early like around 9.20pm i get down to sleep liao..after cracking all my brain cells for the loody cmath revision qn 1(iii),i headache mann..sianz lorh,i even wrote down one by one to find out the answer but the prob is the long long working is like cnt be matched wid the short working i worked out lorh..make me so bek chek!!!i so frustrated until i dun care whether my ma scold or not,i went blast my music so loud...luckily my ma din came into my room to see me..if not i sure she sure scold one lorh...cos i switched on to the max vol.haha!!!aiya!! now i start to hate cmath but onl the permutation and the combination..FUCK THE BLOODY ASSHOLE TOPIC...only this topic make my life so sad lorh,from amath i try to love this topic lehh,but hoh,until now i realise i still cnt take this topic...sianz..

♥ Saturday, February 16, 2008

10:05 PM

Just came back from outside for some clothes..i went to buy one skinny jeans!!!and one small brown jacket and a black pant for formal wear..if not the whole class going to laugh bout my short"mini skirt" liao..lolz..and of cos not forgetting to buy the black stocking!!!Lmao..all in all spend bout $72...got discount la..if not will be more pricy mann..

yesterday night i was so fuming mad lorh..by informing sth important will oso get scolded one lehh,for no reason..lolz,spoil my mood tat night..but now okie le..calm down and realise tat the moral of the story is not to tell sth if no one ask.maybe tat will be betta..

thanx to ck understand wat i meant..all the best..(=

bout today's lab test,hmm..i may fail la..or maybe jus pass,first qn i very smoothly do and very smoothly can compile and run as the qn wanted..wa..so happy lorh!!!but hoh,the second qn spoil my rest of the lab test mood...lozlz,dunno how to do..lolz...okie...now going to settle down and study for main exam liao..OOPG!!!hope so the tips i have gotten from yuan will help me lots..here,i shall thanx yuan for sending me the file..it indeed wil be of great help to me..LOLZ..ThanQ(=

(went to do my nails as well)(=

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5:10 AM

ck: okie..just look in this perspective,i only treat you as erm,brother and as a frend?..ya..i mean as you say la,we can start of from wat we have now adn slowly develop,but there is no way man..no feelings means no feelings,nth to say one..at most is like frend like before,well?u do deserve a betta girl than me la..honestly speaking..so many of them around u,sure u can find a betta one la,but not me..the reason y i dun wan to get involve in RS is because firstly i dun hae tat kind of feelings for u,secondly,the one in sec 2..my RS,make me really have phobia to make sure everything will be betta than last time,and tha has make me think tat love has doubts,even though is long ago la,but that RS is a chaos!!i dunno what is real wat is fake..even now,even u like me deep inside ur heart,but to me,i cnt accept..cos i am not suited to be accepting tat..as usual,thanx for loving me and confessing to me yesterday la even though i thought really joking..lolz...and sorry to spoil ur valentine's day..hope you can go on after this..

lolz...Dr Ayam,hahaz...well well..bf,hmmm,cool!!!hahhz...[we belong together]song to dedicate for { }..hehe(=,1960s song..hahazz...well well..okie..jus wish you a hapy trip to australia trip next month okie?hahahz..takecaire and do view my blog often..lolz,nan-peng-you..hahaz

today i have two role play,one is jap and the other one is french la..luckly everything still go on very smoothly..lolz,because of this role play arh,i actualy make an attempt to dress up a bit la..then i wear the black dress..wow!!!of cos la,when i see it in the morning i was like :"ei?!hmm..not bad arh.." okie then after tat i went make my way to sch,in the bus,everyone stare at me lorh,then nvm,in sch okie liao..cos poly ma..no one cares..so early in the mrning 8am four of us,kin san(devon),rui san(miie),peii san(mindy),and zuhongu san(zhong wei),we are suppose to meet lorh..so early,lolz for the sake of rehearsing the role play before the real one starts..we the FIRST GRP MANN!!!suay arh!!!haiyo..wa,first few attempt we made arh,sux to the core man,we din actualy remember the lines very clearly so is like one segment one segment like tat one..wa,frightening lehh,later we during the actual one how???die die die...but luckily okie la..still okie.hahaz

French i at first thought i will die cos the way i speak is like speaking jap instead of saying french lehh..wa,luckily got triana and my other classmates help me to "change back the tone"..hahahz..wa..going to be our turn right,luckily both of us can remember lorh..whew~~lolz

lolz,shall get prepare for tomro hoop lab test..lolz...sure die de lorh..lolz..java lehh...sianz..anyway thanx mamaboii!!!even though din help much la,but still have to thx u..lolz..hehe..treasure ur mama's lurbb well(=and of cos ur daddy la,even though he can be quite unreasonable sometimes,jus like my ma..lolz..kk.Good Luck for u tomoro(=

♥ Friday, February 15, 2008

6:44 AM

sianz..tomoro will be named after the "DOOM DAY" ever...i am going to throw my face in front of those teachers mann..my script!!!haven even confirm i can do say out lorh..can remember come la..like..beginning..moshimoshi,kin san desu ka?rui desu(hi,is this kin?I am Rui) Kyosho no wa hima desu ke?(are you free today?)...bla bla bla..and also the bloody french...erm..je tro pray air tu car je'mapalle adeline.Et toi?(welcome.I am adeline)...bla bla..conclusion: I AM DEAD!!! Java really dying soon,hoop suppose to print out the lab practises all those,i din do it at all..i have no time!!!so really hope he can help me,as in got time to help me lorh..(cross my fingers)LMAO!!

In the morning really scared to touch bread anymore ever since came back from Australia(the bread country)AIYO!!!everywhere is bread!!..and the bloody western food..eat until i sianz mann..first day eat a lot,second day eat lesser,third day eat even lesser,forth day,dun feel like eating but eat a little,fifth day,eat one spoonful and lastly the last day,din eat at all...come back singapore the clothes i usually wear arh seems to got loose mann...have to tighten the belt somemore..lolz...but upon walking to sch wid jamie today we went to the nearby mac to eat the suassage muffin w/o egg with milo..so cheap mann,2 sets jus $4.70 nia..aiyo..but kind of scare la..then lunch we go eat kfc..aiyo..fast food day,but the cheese fries arh,make me wan to puke..really..so sick fo the taste..aiyo!!

We went to the OLTC interview today..asking some stupid qn as usual by zhenxiang,hahaz,asking some qn like,erm,wat if u are group wid someone u buay gam,wat will u do?[I ans:"lolz,of cos is act nth happen la"]zhen xiang reply:[aiyo,pai kia de ans..lolz]...haha..okie..shall get on wid memporizing the script now liao...wish me good luck mann..i hope everything will be going on well..HOPe So..sianz argh!!!!

♥ Thursday, February 14, 2008

11:15 AM

[sad..]
First time in my life,i cried because of studies...i am stressed!!today is wed,fri..2 more daes!! i am going to present my 2 role play..french and jap..i wake up at 6am this morning for the sake of memorizing it..but the more i read,the more i wan to cry louder..i dunno wat to do..too many things to do already suddenly...

As usual,i went to bath bla bla bla,i did a rather stupid thing,i decided to find a place where i can peacefully study and absorb fast..i went to jamie's block downstairs,i sat there for one hour,nth helps,i bought a bread to accompany me and my hungry stomach,cos i skip breakfast jus for the sake of finding a "study" place. Cant help any..so i went to the lift lobby there..where there is a banch for me to sit..i settled down..i realise tat i am very stupid..cant do anything..really stupid!!!why i am so born wid no brain at all..such a few short lines i cant memorize..I knew nth can be help,i gave uo at that moment,i walk to sch from jamie's hse alone..slowly thinking wat i should do..well?the only thing is to follow wat the tortoise have been doing..slow and steady..

Attending dcnk lect,cher start to give us clues on wat to study wat to not study for main exam,the more i feel stress..i haven do anything yet,i dunno wat i am doing..i feel desperately stress..nth can help me..lolz..i jus wan to do nth now..

Tomoro is valentine's day,nth much will happen...jus wish those couples a happy valentine's day and do treasure each other well,for those who are single?not to worry,u will always find a someone that is specially meant for u..and then there u goes,treasure them well...for those who want to confess tomoro,hmm,well?wish u good luck and dun hesitate especially guyz,always remmeber this:Strike while the iron is hot...fyi,guys should be the one taking the intitiaive(=

♥ Tuesday, February 12, 2008

3:15 PM

come back to singapore..very tired,maybe because the I already get used to the time in Australia le..tat y my body seems to adapt to the days there already..hmm..this morning I have a wat cmsk presentation..sianz..haiz..have to wear formal,they keep on complaining my skirt is short lehh..even cher also say my skirt so short..LMAO!!!

now having java..sianz..dun wan to listen lehh,hao bu rong yi,java hoop assignment 2 sumiited..then play abit of the counterstrike...then when playing got ppl benind look into my com screen,haha..then vivien saw it...say i become prettier today!!!haha!!!I so HAPPY!!!!haha..lolz..

Nvm,is over..but after thinking for so long,i think wat i wear arh is not like formal,is like going clubbing,like wat tri say..or even like go orchard tat kind...haha.. hmm...i saw some ppl laughing at me arh...when cher say my skirt too short..EVIL!!!

♥ Sunday, February 10, 2008

5:38 PM

[Australia trip day 6..last day..]

me at dessert..hahaz

We took the jeep to the area where we can play with the sand dew..where we have to skate down the slope od the mountain of the sand..very fun..i started with the middie one..wow!!!so fun!!!but when coming up arh,walau!!damn tired arh..cos the sand too soft.lolz..then i start to go for the highest one..wow..so fun!!!!successful!then the second time for the highest one..i failed..haha..i start rolling down lorh from the sand mountain rather than skating down lorh.haha..so malu..everyone on top laughing at me!!!haha..but fun la..and the sand indeed taste unique..haha...

After that we went for our lunch at a chinese cuisine...we spend $58 plus there for four dishes only..walau..so ex...aussie dollar somemore..then we make our way to the viewing of wild dolphins where we can sit at the bum nets...ya!!so fun!!!i went to the third deck...and got burnt..cos is actually so hot...but becos of the wind,i dun hot at all..so i continue to stand there for 1hrs plus mann..hahz...but after all no dolphins at all lorh..bluff me one...haiz

this is where we have the last dinner at australia before we leave for singapore the next day...we ten person eat $738 dollars mann..walau!!!so EX!!!sianz...we eat shark fin,lobsters,and a lot more la..

♥ Saturday, February 9, 2008

5:05 PM

[Australia trip day 5..]

this is me and daddy at the garden...haha..at port steven...lolz

see the small small red red things?yeah!those are the baby apple!!!haha...kawaii neh!!LMAO...

i duno wat is this la..i jus find it so special so i took the glamour to take photo wid it...lolz...

Well,after tat,we went back to have our dinner at Holiday Inn..and we take a walk at the chinatown jus next to our hotel..then we walk back to our otel and take a rest for e day.

♥

3:35 PM

[Australia trip day 4..]

yeah..we go to the fish market today,to eat fresh oysters...with lemon..wa!!very nice lehh!!even though is raw..really raw one lorh..

this one is the raw oyster..ex man!!!is like only sell in dozen or half a dozen only..is really fresh from the sea one..lolz..no one in my family wan to try..they dun dare..so me and my sis actually join cindy auntie and her husband to eat..he actually ordered half a dozen but he change his mind to ordering a dozen instead..cos we two are joining them..haha..mummy told us only can eat one each..but cindy auntie call us to eat more..anyway she oso dunno wat.so we eat lorh..lolz..nice seh!!!

At night,around 6.30pm(SIN time: 3.30pm) we went for our dinner at Darling Harbour...we went to have our dinner at a Thailand restaurant..hmm..i dun really like the lemon grass la..so i din really like those dishes..thus,i only eat a bit nia..haha..then we went to casino..only above 18 then can go in..actually by rite,i can go in de lorh,but because my birthday haven reach,so the stupid ang mo dun wan let me in..lolz..somemore wan me to show him my passport somemore...

[and this is their mrt!!]

♥ Friday, February 8, 2008

2:13 PM

[ Australia trip day 3...]

well,we take the tram which is named after the world most steepest tram ever..so the seat oso build in a way it is 45C..ya..so fun!then we walk this ppath for half an hour up and down to the cable car to take back to the returning point again..lolz

me and my dad

me taking photo in the hotel...

yaya..and after the whole day,of eating those fries for lunch,we sleep for the night there,and we leave the next morning at 6am(SIN time:3am)...lolz...haiz...

♥ Thursday, February 7, 2008

11:24 AM

[Australia trip DAY 2...]

hmmm...these photo is taken illegally in the plane one..the breakfast provided by A380 this morning..and behind each seat there is sth like a computer for passengers to meddle with..inside got chinese pop and a lot more songs..haha..i listen to the justin timberlake..Future Sex album(=

After the 7hr-8hr flight,we meet our tour guide,his name is Pillip!!!hahha...very humorous guy la..lolz..finally reach Sydney!lolz...this photo is not taken in yahoo or google or any search engine..is rEAL!!!HAHAHA...LMAO...(=

me and my sis at the cruise when we reach sdyney..cos we were arranged in the itillary tat we are suppose to see the overview of sydney....and i took this photo!!!THe weather there is like 26 C but is very cold lehh,cos the wind there very strong..damn stong until i have to wear damn lots of clothes mann..

After that we head back to blue mountain in sdyney to stay there for a night..is very cooling there cos it is a mountain so it will be like slightly cooler than the sity area..lolz...we take a look at the three sister rocks there...haha..it is named after the three sister rock is because there are a legend behind these 3 big mountain..lolz...is quite lame la the story.haha..we basically spend our day at the blue mountain until the next morning...walau!!have to wake up at 6am(singapore time 3am)wa!!!sianz...

(this is a photo of the three sister rock)

♥ Wednesday, February 6, 2008

11:14 AM

[ Australia trip first day...]

lolz..me and my sis taking this photo in the airport departure area...the time on board today is like 8.30pm,so we took our time in the airport to see those "tax free" stuff..and we go around seeing things..lols..okie..finally the 7hr-8hr flight comes...taking A380..hmm..wow..2 levels mann..in the plane..the seat is very big and the service there is very good lorh..lolz...hmm,din get to sleep well in the plane cos not use to it.. *SIN time 10.30 eat dinner

* SIN time 2.30 eat breakfast(5.30am in australia)

DAMN BLOODY EARLY!!

♥

7:21 AM

[going to australia todae..]

[trial version of cy,toi,rafi and me neoprints taken at tm..lolz]

well,well,i guess so tat i have loosen my hand

this time round

& maybe forever.

senses tell me to do so

I trust my sense

I see what i dun wan to see

I trust my eyes

I smell a rat

I trust my nose

All because,I knew them too well

whether to be trusted or not

You

My five senses tell me

not to trust you anymore

make me sadder and sadder

you feel nth

you cant see

you cant sense

you din realise

My five sense always prove to be right

I am stubborn

I dun wan to listen

I feel happier not to listen

I cant see

I cant sense

I din realise

We are wrong

we shouldnt meet

even as friends

betta off be stranger

walking past each other

dun noe who i am

or who u are

Best out of the best...

♥ Tuesday, February 5, 2008

2:27 PM

[===1 1/2 dae to australia===]

well well,until now i still dun feel that i am excited going to australia..seriously..actually idun feel li.ke oin to australia at all..i wan to stay in singapore to bai niaqn arh..and visit my relative all these...sick..but getting well soon le..at least wun be so pain in my throat le...lolz..finally can eat and drink more smoothly le..lolz

Today nearly have a tiff wid jamie but after all is solved..as in i admit i am wrong..lolz..every cloud has a silver lining...wow..now now i am preparing the opening of my private blog already..hope so everything went smoothly..lol

Java heng got someone help me..lolz..if not i sure die already...anyway guyz..i am going to fly on tue which is tomoro..at nite..and will be back on sun midnite..whew..is going to be very tireed mann..hmmm,if u guyz wan to sms me can,cos i will be bringing my hp wid me..dun worry,if u guys sms me there will be no oversea charge,whereas for me if i reply,i will have to be afftected only la..so maybe i wun reply u guys,but rest assured when i reach singapore,i will reply u guyz immediately,dun worry!!!..when i come back,i want to bai nian!!!hehe..haven got a chance to wear those new year clothes yet...

Apart from that..this morning going to tut,heard from classmates that our dear dear ben yap actually have a blog mann!!!i thought u say that u not going to have a blog?!lolz..always stepping ur own feet..lolz..viewing ur blog..hmmm,feedback:er..not very nice lehh,the background..really..hahaz..nvm,as long as u like it can can le..well?it'sur own blog!!lolz..

kk..i shall promise u guys that i will come back wid a lot of memorable photos in australia and i amy not be able to blog for six days,when i come back,i shall replace them..**counting down**

♥ Sunday, February 3, 2008

11:50 PM

[===throat ulcer cum congratz to ben===]
now my fever is gone..come up wid i new damn bloody throat ulcer..damn pain lehh the throat..everytime sollow things down so pain...like sollowing bits of shttered glasses like tat..wa!is like can pain until the side headache still come out mann..imagine i sollow my saliva..is like..WA!the feeling is very pain lorh..cnt be describe,i dare not tell my parents bout the new update of my sickness cos they sure scold me more one..lolz,i i keep in silent,hoping it will be gone when tue come..i wan to go australia in my best condition,i dun wan to bring sickness wid me..

Yesterdae slept the entire day,but din really slept well cos of my throat,yesterday not so pain lorh,maybe yesterday is the first dae..omg...haiz..wan sick oso after i come back from australia ma..the timing is not rite mann..haiz..

Apart from all the unhappiness,happy to say that"Ben,congratz u for having ur attendance pass this time round,lucky for u mann cher close one eye.." As i said,u got to thanx someone..she has really helped u a lot mann,jus tat u dunno..hmm,but she wun wan u to noe how she helped u la...
jus remember not to be late next time la..okie?...if not she oso cnt help u anymore mann..

Jus for u guyz info,i have a secret blog for myself other than this blog..tat is for the someday and somewhere when i tink the timing is rite,i will say out but only to ...hope so will thigs go smoothly as i wanted but i noe the chance will be jus too low la..dunno la,at least i tried to do my part..is my first time and i really hope it go smoothly as i wanted for now...

♥ Saturday, February 2, 2008

7:26 PM

[==sicked==]

This morning wake up at 6am..body ache..feeling very tired,so i noe tat maybe i am sick already..touch my forehead,yes,indeed i am running a fever..bo bian still have to go sch..so i jus force myself out of the bed and get ready for sch...

I thought i may be alrite if i catch som sleep in the long distance bus..but i was wrong!i cant even sleep,cos the bus is damn bloody cold tat i dunno how to sleep soundly..so i was awaked for the entire travelling. 969 still okie u noe?As in th aircon,wa,69 is damn colder than ever!! i jus feel like immediately get down of the freezing cold bus mann..when i reach sch for my jap class,i finally feel the heat..and i kinda of thought i recover already..but when i go into the jap tut room lata,my headache comes immediately..so pain and so fast,i mean jus come so fast and go so fast tat kind..but very pain la..somemore have to act out for the jap role play..wa..kns..

In french class,the aircon oso very cold,i feel tat i really very feverish liao..ask triana to touch my forehead,indeed kinda of feverish already,so i went down to ITAS to buy panodiol to eat..while waiting for colin they all..i am so tired tat i wan to slp,but cnt..so bo bian,have to wait..becos in the morning too sick,so din eat anything,gestric pain come again..now is pain unitl cnt even sit up straight,and the fucking asshole of my phone cnt even call out..dunno y la..so irritating,somemore the stupid FUCKER idiot jus keep on pestering me..very fan lehh!!!stop pestering me la.i dunno u..and u are to young for me la..so forget bout me okie?!

Apart from that,i really wan to say thanQ to jamie and colin..they persuaded me home cos the noe i am damn sick le..thanx guyz..i went home i slp for 3 hrs after eating medicine..hopefull i will get well soon..and thanx jamie for ur sms..thanx!(=Love ya!!!hehe