♥ Saturday, January 12, 2008
5:39 PM
i couldn't get to sleep..despite very tired during the open hse..of all the shouting all that..i enjoy every single moment we got together as one to sing those cheers..TP OI!!yeah!!really love myself at that moment..i lead ppl!!hahhz..but after all those shoputing running and jumping and shaking of heads here and dere..i still cpouldn't sleep well.Someone ask me today, :"u still like him?"i ans-ed:"dunno lllehh"...deep in my heart, in my soul,in my mind,i and only myself will noe wat is the real ans..wat is the ans..and the ans will always be the same..nv change..miss u and really treasure the good moments wid u in my heart and soul..i can only use the enjpoyable moment durinhg the open hse to make me stop thinking of it..i cried in the bus..i cried..despite alone..dunno wat to do..couldnt take ti any more jus cry..tears jus drop drop drop...forgive and forget is wat i shall do now..[depressed]