♥ Saturday, January 26, 2008
2:05 PM
[feelings today=)...Happy]I feel extraordinary today..partly becos my o lvl performance which is far from my expectation and oso becos of sth else...initiative..u have learnt how to archieve it!!! Even though those words are not much and maybe those words really doesnt meant any thing for you, but those "maybe meaningless" words or i can say is messages u have type to me is so meaningful to me..every words really meant a great significant to me..maybe u din realise it..ur every action have made me realise how i can judge u by ur inner self or outer self..I noe the fact that wat u have said is not true..i dunno y u wan to do tat..if i tink negatively,it will be very upsetting for me cos it will mean tat :"pls..dun bother me anymore"..but if positively, it will mean:"i am jealous u got a rumour bf and i tink is true and i wa to make u assume that i too have my own rights of having a gf and Lastly,i dun mind or even care about you from the start..so why should i bother to care whether u have a bf?"The more you do the more obvious it is...so dun do too much action..it will make u show tat u care more or even to show tat u find me a bother?which i din...really,i feel tat..to other ppl they dun tink i bother u oso..so i really find no reason...ur action is really difficult to guess wat u are going to do next...
