♥ Sunday, December 9, 2007
5:41 PM
sianz...i suddenly feel upset today after my game..dunno y..some ppl jus have two kind of urself..very difficult to understand. Even though i have tried very hard to do so, but tat jus make things worse..when it gets betta it get worse the other day..how i wish time will stop if things are on the betta side...y cant things maintain as it is..or even betta, dun even want to noe u at all..hopefully things will get betta?My feeling wise will not get hurt easily..wat u do wat u say really affected me so much tat even my studies have been affected..So much so tat i am worried i ma flung my studies, i still presevere to insist wat i think is right..now i really think is rite to treasure the moment well cos i am scared the previous moments may jus go away without me noticing...or even u!...u understand..?i hope so u will get it and really hope tat btw both of us things will get betta instead of drifting apart from each other okie?For now,i may have jus study but for ur sake, i put 50% of my heart and hardwork on u..and i hope so u will do tat to me too..no need u for ur 50% jus 20%, cos i am the one who is willing to do more..k?jus let me feel u r there for me and i will be contented enough ..
