hii guyz,my blogskin has changed..so i hope u guys will like it and will continue to read my blog as usual..anyway i want to thanx ab' for helping me wid my dcnk..thanQ..even though u dun need to come sch cos of ur proj mates..vbut u still come..thanx..and really sry for not going wid u to the celebratrion for eugene's and shawn's birthday..sry arh..cos jamie din go then i dun dare..cos i not really close wid u guyz..maybe i will even assumed that all there are guyz..even if got galz,is also sth like not so closed one..next time ba..if ur birthday party i will see into it and celebrate wid u..

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this photo is taken when we walk to clarke quey..inside the clarke key street where a lot of ang mo is there..jamie call me to take this pose de..is kinda funni..ya..but jus post it in my blog..to show how i really enjoy my day today..thanx to iitsc for organising such event..is meaningful and fun..thanxx!!!((:

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me and jamie at the orchard one of the shop shopping and we take photo!!

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omg!! this sunday or next sun my hp will be confiscated by my mum le la..overloaded again..unless my blog viewers can help me think of an excuse to say,then my chance of keeping my phone by my side will be higher..now the chance is like almost htting 0% le.how???!!
hai..anyway i pay my own phone bills,so wat is she to care bout wat i use it on..is not as if i over a lot..jus 3 dollar plus onli ma..walau..sianz arh..always think of lies until i sianz!

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HEy guyz,this is the new member in our family! ..so far,sadly,no name yet,cos sao zi cant think of any name for him yet,so we named him baby low..hahahz..cute rite?!currently he is jus a few days old nia..yeah!

Sao zi,cheer up k?zuo yue zi is nv feeling good de,anything jus talk to me..is okie..i will be ur listening ear,and i willl zip my mouth tight(:Cheer up!!!Be a mother be must be brave!!!

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whew...i have finaly removed the huge stone in my heart..i have actually apologise to ben, u noe..i jus feel so guilty,kser even ask me y do i need to feel guilty..the ans is i oso dunno y..maybe because ben is he..tat y i feel guilty whenever i did sth tat will upset him..but if other frends,i will have feel the same too..serious..tat fri,i feel really sad tat when i take mrt back raffles place o city hall to change station to yishun, i actually exceeded all the way to jurong east! until clementi there...then still dunno wat going on..continue to ride on that line until i realise i override!
I'm jus not concentrating tat day..disrupted on that day..nv once i will wan to take mrt from enous to yishun again..that ride is the worse mrt ride ever..
But saying bout ride in the mrt, i do have beautiful moments,tat was when i sec 4,around september?ya..me,jacklyn and regina and weixiong and alex and edwin,we went to bugis ba..ya..the way to newton is the best and the way back to yishun is the best trip i ever have..i have good memmories of two of us in the mrt..even though i noe tat all these have over very long le..but i noe from the very moment that our o level studying period end,we are oso ending soon..watching the movie with u is a great one...thanx,u have gave me wonderful moments,but now,we shall onli remain as frend forever..Friend forever!(:

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[a very bad day where i feel super guilty]
yesterday..it was supposed to be a wonderful day for me,i mean for us but things jus turns out to be so coincidence...how can it be possible?! i nice job interview had made me feel guilty..I mean everyone will feel bad if u have brought back bad memories of some one..i am the stupid girl who had stupidly brought back very bad memories for ben..this is how it had started...

firstly me and jamie had recieved a call respectively from a person nv mention wat the fucking company..of cos the fucking person did mention but is only when the starting of the first call! nvm, this may be my fault cos i nv ask properly..okie..secondly,we even planned to go to eouns together yesterday, even before that day de nite, ben and me were actually planning for the next day.We were actually tinking wat shall we do during the 3-4hrs in sch?we actually wanted to go tm to buy my bag..but i change my mind to buy it in australia instead...so we will stay in sch instead.then we decide to play pool in sch..but after the paper itself, ben say he wanna go home pla GB..omg..okie nvm..so me and jamie and cy they all we went to market to have our lunch, there we bought our rubic cube! ..and we really spend the rest of the time doing it...
Finally 2.15pm le, we saw ben, as usual he is late..nth special, so we take mrt to the place.when reaching we sms that jeremy that intro us here..telling him we had reach the place..so he direct us to the place..when we reach the place, i realise that ben actually noe the place! wid him around we can relax abit,cos he noe ma..

ben saw a grp of "bengs" walking into the bilding, then he told me say confirmed thode guys also go for that 'job interview', i dun believe..but when i went there, i realise is true..sad..ya.so even before we start the interviewing, ben told me say, if is Venture Era,he dun wan..it is a cheating company!some sort of la..so he start to told us wat happen to his frend la..but i still couldnt get it, until when we smsing then i noe wat happen..
Ben then saw his ite frends 2 somemore, then he asked them qns..realise is true! is something like selling the stupid products thingy la..is jus say until very chim until u realise is a plot man..and the stupid yewf! i told u that u are going to do that selling after ur first position but u jus tink tat it is a long term one?my god! jus remember, there are risk!8hrs of training plus we spend that bloody 3hrs sitting there to listen to those ppl tok?and if worse senario, u sper suay,follow oone stupid kuku manager,din get to close any deals,U R DEAD! u waste a lot of time i tell u..the company wun let u earn so much one i tell u..let us listen to how good the water is is already so obvious we are going to sell those stupid products already!businessman the most improtant ting is TIME!do u tink they will waste such time when we dun need it at all?!no!!!so?!
okie, i not trying to emphasize how ..u are but jus tink carefully, is that the long term money u wan to earn?is up to u...jamie at least she got a stable job at guardian, so i nt so worry bout her..
I noe why ben is so angry la..i noe..jus like someone being force to buy the roduct home cos u din sell any..is the same thing..

Ben..sry lehh..i really fell guilty,not only i waste ur precious time for ur gnbound,but i also bring back bad memories of those days..the sakae treat can treat it as nth already..cos i feel really guilty mann..even if treat me one sweet i aso got nth to say..but i will be grateful to u...hahaz..really..sry..k?

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today i got a call from one person from dunno wat company, but it is a job intro by the sch for me..i actually got this job cos i actually apply it last sem sch holiday...ya..so they need ppl now..so they call me for interview! the pay is super attractive lehh!!! working hour flexi somemore..haiz..good catch..so i want work!!!!earn more more money!!! buy a car of my own when i reach 21 years old..my aim..yes..i shall wok towards this aim...before the age of 25 must buy a hse..yupz..and i grand piano(crystal one)..yes!!!

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sianz...i suddenly feel upset today after my game..dunno y..some ppl jus have two kind of urself..very difficult to understand. Even though i have tried very hard to do so, but tat jus make things worse..when it gets betta it get worse the other day..how i wish time will stop if things are on the betta side...y cant things maintain as it is..or even betta, dun even want to noe u at all..hopefully things will get betta?My feeling wise will not get hurt easily..wat u do wat u say really affected me so much tat even my studies have been affected..So much so tat i am worried i ma flung my studies, i still presevere to insist wat i think is right..now i really think is rite to treasure the moment well cos i am scared the previous moments may jus go away without me noticing...or even u!...u understand..?i hope so u will get it and really hope tat btw both of us things will get betta instead of drifting apart from each other okie?
For now,i may have jus study but for ur sake, i put 50% of my heart and hardwork on u..and i hope so u will do tat to me too..no need u for ur 50% jus 20%, cos i am the one who is willing to do more..k?jus let me feel u r there for me and i will be contented enough ..

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Test Your Eyes!!
I found them all.
Can you find the B (there are 2 B's)?
DON'T skip or your wish won't cometrue...
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> RRRRRRRRRRRBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
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> RRRRRRRRRRBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
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Once you've found the b
Find the 1
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Once you found the 1..............
Find the 6
> 9999999999999999999999999999999999
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> 9999999999999999999999999999999999
> 9999699999999999999999999999999999
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> 9999999999999999999999999999999999
> 9999999999999999999999999999999999
once you've found the 6...
Find the N (it's hard!!)
> MMMMMMMMMMMMM
> MMMMMMMMMMMMM
> MMMMMMMMMMMMM
> MMMMMMMNMMMMM
> MMMMMMMMMMMMM
> MMMMMMMMMMMMM
> MMMMMMMMMMMMM
> MMMMMMMMMMMMM
> MMMMMMMMMMMMM
> MMMMMMMMMMMMM
once you've found the N...
Find the Q.
> OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
> OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
> OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
> OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
> OOOOOOOOOOQOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
> OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
> OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
> OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
> OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
> OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
make 2 wishes!
> OK, NOW THAT YOU MADE A WISH, IT WILL COME TRUE.....
> IT WILL HAPPEN SOONER!!!(:

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see?my da ge and my sao zi!!! they are kissing mann....touching izzen it?!they have found their true lurbb!!!

HOpe THey will trEasure Each other well in future un til the day they are old!!

Last but not least, Apple sao zi, i noe today u have to be hospitalized for the new coming of the baby in this world!! i wish u all the best okie?!jia you!!! i wan to see ur cute baby boi!!!!hahahz(:
JIA YOu WOR!!!!!

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OMG!!!! todae i will be taking my first term test on frnech mann...and a preentation on Jap!!! wa..cui liao lorh..two languages cds is killing miie today mann..i tried to study real hard yesterday nite for my french sia but those wors jus cant go inside my brain lehh..the feelings is like damn irritating tat kind mann...the presentation for jap s another one tat make me worried mann...i scared i speak too fast which is less than 3 min or worse speak too slow over 4 min!!! both senario will cost me to lose mrks actually..so yesterday nite i actually took my bao bei and test out whether it can help me for the presentaion not..true enough it can!It can actually set to 3 min then vibrate!!! at least i wun exceed the time...hahaz...those hu have read my blog..pls give me moral support mann!!It is really tough to handle two languages cds at one time..serious!! so if lets say u suay suay got these two stupid languages cds like me..pls make an efort to walk up to the com lab and change the cds...really,not bluffing u mann..haiz

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these few days i have been emo-ing..i dunno y..everytime i am alone i feel like jus being alone further..after listening the songs randomly yesterday nitez, i suddenly heard the song"teamo".it seems to always sound so nice..i dunno y...so i insert it into my ohine memory again despites bringing me good and bad memory of the song...
helping me may help me but it may not always sound as it is..i may sound as if i am but i am not..

reading at this vow..i am touched!!!
[[I PROMISE TO LOVE YOU
HONOUR YOU
COMFORT YOU AND
KEEP YOU IN SICKNESS
AND IN HEALTH
AND BE FAITHFUL TO YOU]]
this one is i go my cousin's rom then the cerfiticate got rite..
touching?! omg!!! apple, u are so fortunate mann..haiz

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i have been so frustrated these few days..maybe becos i have not had enough slp....stress over that stupid java project. And somemore i have met the one tat i hate...dunno y..i see u i wan to smack u!! dun tok to me or u will gotta be suan by miie de..for sure one...the attitiutes u are giving ppl not only me are very inapproraite...is very u noe?
I always sense that u are making use of ppl only..i alwasy thought u are not a very gopod person i can go wid...so stop doing anything ...betta get out of my sight!!!
call for help from other ppl u are number 1...to do sth tat are of ur disadvantges, u run off...U R A COMPLETE IDIOT TO ME!!! i jus wan to smack u on ur face...trust me..dun tok to me...warning to u!!!

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Me?Adeline!Tp IT student..
& yupz 25/7/90 is my first cry(=
Love SweetHeart Cries U&miie

Nth much lorh..for me to know for u to find out!